>mini bae + boss. I think Boss pwns all chihuahuas. even paris's one! I was too tired to blog yesterday.i was out the whole daay watchin bboys at square2. It was my first time laah yesterday(when theyve been here for 2 whole weeks!)and i totally get the bboy hype everyone's been in to.because i feel a lot of bboy love now okay.A LOT OF LAST4ONE LOVE. and i dont even know nuts about bboying! but i know a lot on enjoyment,and these bboys bring me MUCH ENJOYMENT.MUCH MUCH MUCH ENJOYMENT! first,their bboy skills totally own okay! the first show i watched at vivo that time i was awed,srsly, awed to the maximum core! yeah that kind of; hold-your-breath-in-awe kinda awe! i was expecting to be awed yesterday too since its the same crew;LAST4ONE! but different units so it meant different people.and i wasnt dissapointed(who could be?) because damn they pwn.i dont have one specific bboy that i like(yet) but i like like like Poppin' Q because his the almighty 여자 킬러,as jongin's almighty board says! and bboy stone because he's adorably cute & his nobody dance <3 and bboy lip coz he touched my hands twice!(MUAHAHAHA) and bboy taiyo coz he's engrish owns! oh and leety because me and huiting was screaming his name like nobody's business and he only realised at the end of the show! aand i had super fun singing random bb songs on the 3rd floor rest area. and dancing to 10점 만점에 10점 everytime it came on and claiming TAECYEON AS MINE(because he is) and saying goodbye to cyndi coz she was leaving to indo D: GEEZ,IM GONNA MISS CYNDI T_T then today the whole family went to ustaz's wedding. we reached just in time for the bride/groom to come. yeah,and the whole banging drums troupe too. i dont know,as much as im happy for ustaz for finally getting married,i dont appreciate the loud banging music.Maybe im still too young to 'enjoy'  or heck,even fully understand customs.i dont see the point.in my opinion,id rather have bboys performing for my wedding. now that'd be 'off the shizzle!' and now my nose is running like a tap because i drank some blueberry (artificial colouring shit) at the wedding. WORD! dont mind me and all my urban diction now.im immersing in gangstaa lingo these days. junsu and sheena from antm influence BWAAHAHAHAHA.

>the forever awkwardly-cute,choi seung hyun mini-me. Watched Dont forget the lyrics today!i wanted to see taufik and jonathan leong. afterall i did wastespend a lot of my phone bill on them during SI.(cant help it lah,forever fangirl one.im pathetic like this) but i think the show is okay,not that entertaining.But some aspects of the show are seriously flawed! Like when they asked that girl to come a 'relief the tension' on the stage.and the poor girl just basically swayed around herself during the entire song. it was weird,embarrassing and awkward. but mostly,weird. and what is up with the lamelamelame viewer's contest. its seriously !!-.- i didnt even know the stupid song but i could guess the correct option anyways! the choices were lamer than lame! and whats even the point of having a viewer's contest for dont forget the lyrics? when in this age of globalisation and internet lyrics can be obtained within seconds! you dont even need to have a brain!damn dumb. AND there's even an online version of the game! my god. Singaporeans (me included) are either too bored or are going through the side-effects of prolonged stress thats why we find this entertaining.Either way,we need help. Oh and i stayed up yesterday to watch ANTM CYCLE 11 on yt.i started and couldnt stop. its not my fault tyra and her probably mentally unstable self cracks me up! she's lost it (in the very best way!) tyra should stop saying 'fierce' tho. its outright copying christian from PR4.(now he was FIERCE!) and i didnt know they replaced twiggy with that paulina person. i dont like her she's boring! everytime they show her i skip parts. but i like nigel he's sexy. and so is that mark rosenthal photographer dude.but this cycle there's so many bitches its unbearable! once one bitch leaves,another one becomes a bitch. and there's this ASIAN girl who speaks like a black person. but i like her! she says what she wants! which is what i believe in. it helps that she's funny too.she also has fake boobs. but at least she's honest about it. im watching too many things.watched sisterhood 2 today too.and i have absolutely nothing insightful to blog about.maybe i should start preaching? (yo teenagers,stop getting pregnant and control your damn hormones damnit! and stop thinking that you've found 'the one' because (as the divorce rates show) YOU HAVENT FOUND THE ONE.THERE IS NO 'THE ONE'.NOT IN THIS MILLENIUM.) nah,maybe not.

>BANG!BANG! MINI-GD.WHOO!happy.i am happy today! despite being ranty yesterday(today morning)this is because i went out shopping with my parents! and i didnt even have to bring my wallet! heck,i even got a new wallet (DORAEMON SOMEMORE!:D) and speaking of doraemon;i NEED the colonize hoodies! NEED! its so ghetto man,i want it! pwn pwn pwn. but $68. D: OH! IF ONLY MONEY DROPPED FROM THE SKY!(or grew on money plants! TT_TT) Back to shopping extensively without spending my own money,i bought quite a number of clothes(coz i dont have any) and i even have something to wear for the damned prom now! that saves me the agony of fighting with my mother/sister about what to wear,eventho i have no care in the world how i look during prom,my mother and sister have entirely different ideologies.I also bought new converse's! because my current luminous orange ones are nowhere near 'luminous' anymore.My new ones are kinda chrismassy with the red,green and white but i like it! i might even be able to wear it to school next year! We went to T3 to go eat ya kun kaya toast after that.it was nice. nice 'no-arguing/fighting' family time. i like these kind of outings.where everyone is cooperative! Its kinda difficult to acheieve this all the time considering my family is made up of 7 very different personalities.so i really appreciate outings like this! NII WINTER PHOTOSHOOT PICS GOT RELEASED! i went iconing spree. but these are SUUUPER simple as always.just re-vegetated a few selective colouring layers i used before.im lazy like that.BUT I THINK MY DAE ONES TURNED OUT OKAY. his facial expressions for the shoot were so gangstaa and it so totally fitted the theme: "MY 1Q IS 110,SO WHAT? WANNA FIGHT?!" example(s);   right right? hahaha. i love dae's gangstaaa~ face.

Basically,i wanted to rant about several things tonight/morning. but after watching Baby and Me and ep 6 of Oh!My Girl,i feel much much much better and have decided not to rant.(although i am still annoyed,just LESS now) Everybody should watch Oh! My Girl <3! its really nice! i started yesterday and am already on its latest ep now. there's Hayami Mokomichi somemore :D (he's really really tall and tanned and yummy.and he played that lovely lovely robot 'tenjo knight' on Absolute Boyfriend!) and the little girl who plays sakurai ann is really annoying but i love her!The storyline's refreshing! and mineko-koutarou one sided love side-story is really cute! Normally i wont start watching a drama/movie if there wasnt any romantic main plots (because i am pathetic like that) but Oh!My Girl has a really touching main plot revolving around Koutarou and Sakurai Ann.parent/guardian-child relationship tugs my heart strings. gahh. and hayami mokomichi is really :D so i like to watch him.muahahaha. Hayami Mokomichi . yeaaaaah. WATCHED BABY AND ME TOO! jang geun seuk stars in it! AND WE ALL LOVE JGS!(ultimate babyface!) Ah,roar i get all sappy at parent-child storylines man. i cant help it! JGS crying is really sad. it makes me sad.VERY SAD ): and the baby is incredibly mixed cute too. I know i know,i dont like the idea of babies but this one, is a mixed baby. and MIXED babies own the world in cuteness.Although i thought Park Myung Soo being the voice of the baby was too weird.It was the worse part of the movie in my opinion.I would rather the baby not have a voiceover.and even if they wanted to,they should found someone who had a nicer voice! -.- park myung soo. but i think overall it was a nice movie. maybe its cause i love JGS too much. he needs to do more movies! (and i need to start watching Beethoven Virus) sappy family dramas/movies heal all ranting fits. i swear. I need to go start watching me some World's within(hyun bin.) and Beethoven Virus(JGS :D) and Antique Bakery( man on man + joo ji hoon=love) oh and who can forget the almighty TWILIGHT.(dec 18 come faster!)

22%.4hr 42 min. till the end of my Oh!My Girl ep 6 download. T_T ohthepatience! OH!MY GIRL is pretty rad because Hayami Mokomichi stars in it. and i loved him as the robot in 'absolute boyfriend' and although the plot isnt romance-oriented its really heart-warming. and mokomichi is very tanned and tall and hot. bwahahaha. i gave up watching 'worlds within' because the subs on mysoju were abit screwed and the story was taking a turn i didnt like. maybe ill try again later,but then again maybe not.

i need to know what to do with life. at least know what to do during the holidays. i think its important that i at least have some kind of plan/vision?

i dont care if i just posted something a few hours ago. this i MUST TALK ABOUT. http://www.yesasia.com/global/big-bang-calendar-diary-set-2009-3calendars-1diary/1013089484-0-0-0-en/info.html I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST HAVE. but wtf $153 dollars?! DDDD: god,im sad naow.why must big bang collectibles cost so much? TT_TT (because THEYRE HOTHOTHOT! thats why!) DD: SAD FANGIRL. so,who wants to be kind enough to go persuade my father and his abundance of credit cards? because i have no courage to do it myself.Maybe i'll try asking when he's in a great mood and when ive done all my chores. or maybe i should just wait for my edusave shit to come.since i think(?) my prelims grades could get me some kaching.i think la.(a fangirl can hope right?) i need this man,itll be like a good start for the year or some aura or something.and the thing is the calendar/organiser photoshoots are so yummy! like srsly man.There's TO-DAE and G-RI and the whole mix,there's even BAE-BOSS la! (who doesnt love yb's dog boss?) *ah knocks head on table* i need to figure out a plan to persuade pa to open his almighty wallet.Plans a scheming,brilliant plan. HOOOOW? D: i know everyone who wants something badly says this and fails  but ill say it anyways; SO WHAT ABOUT A NICE CHRISTMAS PRESENT/BELATED BIRTHDAY GIFT/BIRTHDAY GIFT FOR THE NEXT 15 YEARS FRIENDS? :D oh and putting aside all the fangirl-moneydeprived-sadness,i am completely in love with 2PM's english covers because their covers pwn. i even like their 'incomplete' cover eventhough the lyrics are damn damn damn ghetto can.(esp the ones they make khun sing ._.) but its still love anyways because taec cracks on the high note and people laugh at him. but its okay taec! i still very much love you! and Junsu is officially the soul dude now. his voice is A-TOTHE-MAZING! his english is pretty good for a native too. i love him and jaybeom singing Love by Keyshia cole. AND SPOT TAEC LIPSYNC-ING, SEXILY SOME MORE! [youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PLyPxkqbv1g&fmt=18] geez 2pm pwns.

>MINI SEUNG-RI! HAHAHA I LOVE THE MINI-ME'S! but i love maknae's one the most!(he's farting pink hearts! whats not to love? ^^) its been about 5 days since ive last posted and no,im not starting my hiatus phase again.Ive been 'sincerely' busy. uh-huh. Well technically,since i went to east coast to camp on saturday. i have been pretty busy.I dont know why i went camping at east coast park when i have a prefectly nice house and really nice bed to live in.but its a family-thing.i dont know why my family(mostly mymum and grandmother) feel that camping at east coast is the best way to 'hang out' as a family,but i wont dwell on the reason.I also dont know why a lot of malays like to camp at the beach (and bring along their entire kitchen with them too X_X) but i think its a 'cultural' think.so basically,i dont know a lot of things.but its okay,im still young maaan.lawl. And on saturday before east coast i went on a bbsg outing. and it was fun (all bbsg outings are) and we went for the interview thing and we were so gangstaaaa! (SAY IT TOGETHER NOW: GANGSTAAA~!) because we were all wearing our white bbsg tee! there were cassies and sgwonderful too. cant say much about them but sgwonderful was pretty hardcore!they did the nogari nobody dance and everything!<3 our interview was greeeat!(it was zook x4!) we even recorded a bday message for MAKNAE OKAY! (CRACK!CRACK!CRACK!CRACK!) hahaha. it was fun! bbsg pwns the entire world. WOOORD!(SAY IT : WOOOOORD~!) I dont think im getting a job.its too hard these days.Mama says if i want to,pa can get me one easily at his place.but i reeeaally dont want to work at my pa's company.I did after psle and although the money was well good,it sucks to work the same place as your parents. especially if your busy squinting at the computer screen trying to type some small numbers the whole day whilst your beloved father is next door playing 'solitaire' and signing some papers as if he was damn free. ._. On the other hand,i am kinda bored at home eevryday. i kinda miss school now.(only the nice parts like english lessons and learning stuff.hahaha) sheesh i dont know.(sticks to theory:i dont know many things) I swear ive been living in two worlds recently.I can remember my dreams clearly(although not fully) almost everyday now. im serious! i must be acheiving zen or something (harhar) but its not that im complaining since my dreams now are quite exciting.Once,the entire big bang appeared in my dream in their MKMF clothes(yeah!) but sadly,it wasnt my dae who made most of the appeareance in my dream,it was bong!I dont know why,but i was at a bigbang concert and i met bong backstage and he took me (yeah,he held MY HAND.lol) to some place filled with china people. ._. and there was this china boy playing basketball called samantha. (DONT KNOW WHY HE'S NAME IS SAMANTHA.MAYBE SAM'S DESTINED TO BE CHINA PERSON IN HER NEXT LIFE? HAHAHAHA :D) and this boy wanted to talk to me,but i couldnt understand so i just stared at him. and in my dream,i spoke korean really well! and bong was trying to go all 'ENGRISH' on me but i said "KOREAN'S OKAY TOO!" in korean.then out of nowhere shubaa called me and told me to come for the class chalet.i asked her where it was and she said it was beside the cemetery.and apparently,some friend of ours had died so we had to go visit the cemetery first. then like a typical dream,bong and the rest of bb vanished and my pa was driving me to the chalet/cemetery in his 'sports car' then i woke up.and it was 1pm in the afternoon.and i smiled like a crazy fangirl coz bong appeared in my dream in his white tuxedo.yeaaah.i hope i have more dreams like this. they make me happy. boring dreams suck. especially those where i just go around staring at people.i get those a lot these days too. tillmorehappydreams!(i should start dreaming about edward cullen soon.oh and i want to have a really vivid daesung or taecyeon in my dream,or better still BOTH of them in one dream.then my life will be complete.haha) i watched memoirs of a geisha today.ive watched it before,long ago. but i think i appreciate it more now.Coz the last time i barely heard what they were saying + the asian accents were misleading! but today,i made sure i had the volume really loud so i could hear.WHY DO SOME MOVIES MAKE THEIR ACTORS WHISPER ALL THE TIME? ITS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO HEAR! hurumph.but still,memoirs of a geisha pwns and i really like zhang ziyi with blue contacts! and everytime i saw the evil character gong li played i felt excited.'I MEAN,SHE'S SINGAPOREAN NOW!' thats what i call foreign talent! AND BECAUSE I ROCK, MINI-DAE <3 i love it that they make his lips so lush.hahaha like angelina jolie's lol & btw,this is one hell long post.i must be getting naggy now. D:

>DAE-TAEK! 2 FAVE BOYS IN ONE PLACE = ME HAPPY! QUOTING SPREE!I went through my 07 and 08 stardate and had fun going through myQUOTES!.Some makes me laugh like nobody's business,others make me grin non-stop at the nostalgia whilst others just dont make any sense. for example,

'OMG YIFEI!your a genius man. I LOVE YOU'-Anirban

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ANIRBAN LOVES YIFEI! this was said by anirban when yifei did a really difficult amaths sum.which AMAZED anirban.This was in the beginning of 07,where all of us EXCEPT ALMIGHTY YIFEI had managed to conquer AMATHS. another one written by AFRAH (THE WG FAN :D ) i have random quotes written by afrah,khai and syara lol.

KHAI: Cikgu,Lifen pergi China Cikgu:HAH?! Balik atau Lawat? KHAI:BALIK Cikgu: !!ASTAGHFIRULLAHALAZIM!!

i cant believe i typed that out.lol. but it was funny anyways.Cikgu's shocked face is replaying in my mind.MWAHAHAHAHA. oh and some are just plain weird.(but funny nonetheless!)

INTERVIEWER:So what's your new year's resolutions? STUPID BOY: MOHD RAHIMI. INTERVIEWER:Say what again? what's your new year's resolution? STUPID BOY: MY NAME IS MOHD RAHIMI

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!this was @ the countdown at vivocity which they televised on channel 5 this year.they interviwed this !*@&#*! stupid boy partying at the mosh pit. and this was what he said. oh we cant forget the scary ones. ._.

'ANIRBAN! YOU BETTER SHUT YOUR ASS MOUTH UP BEFORE I CHOKE YOU WITH MY WATER BOTTLE!'-LEE PEI (PPP)

oooooookay.fyi,i found it mighty funny so i laughed my ass off.but lee pei didnt think it was funny.she wanted to choke me with her water bottle too. ._. woah that was refreshing.i didnt state any here but most of my quotes were fandom related. and there were many misspelt korean words hanging around X_X especially in last year's one when my hangul sucked like nobody's business.TT_TT.but probably,my favourite quote of all this year is;

'Anirban. I.DONT.CARE.'-Ms Howe

This is ms howe's response to anirban's qn "MS HOWE,but isnt it true that to get A1 for SS we must get above 75?" LAUGH. ps.i have no idea why most of my funny quotes contained anirban.I guess it's coz he's incredibly entertaining! one more for the night. my favourite-favourite one from dae in Always!

너의 곁이라면 그 무엇도 견딜만해 난 '-DAE.

Awww. :D

>hyo-maknae! I think northpoint is fast becoming my second home.went there yesterday to the library with ruo,went there today to go buy ruo's birthday cake with shubaa and going there tomorrow to meet sylvia for lunch. ._. this spells "you've got no life!" And it doesnt even matter that the whole northpoint has been renovated,ive already been to every nook and corner of the new place too! sheesh. I went on a phoshopping spree today because bbfansite uploaded a zip file containing hundred++ HQ mkmf pictures.and we all love HQ! and i couldnt stop because the lights from the performances made very very nice colouring bases for icons!this is fast becoming an addictive hobby.(just for now whilst i rot at home)Ive also been addicted to family outing lately! WATCHING FO WITHOUT SUBS IS JUST AS FUNNY WITH SUBS! and nobody can resist family-love (DUMB&DUMBER BROTHERS,CHUNDERELLA& STEPMOTHER KIM,HYO-DAE!) and i can basically figure out what theyre saying(mostly,roughly tho) now.so watching it w/o subs is not frustrating.which makes me happy because i can watch every week without waiting for subs.MUAHAHAHAHA.& speaking of addictions, i am officially addicted to my lovely lovely white vaio. having addictions is not healthy,i know. but knowing that its not healthy doesnt stop drug addicts from stopping right?same principle here ^^ and speaking of my lovely lovely white vaio,we played with its LQ built in cam today.With my two youngest siblings.we even recorded our version of nobody okay! hahaha,that i deleted of course.our efforts at what we thought was 'dancing' puts the mighty wondergirls to shame.hahaha.(& nobody is still dominating the world.jyp released 'ANYBODY',a song that compliments nobody(rainstoneremix) perfectly! AND DYNAMIC DUO IS ON IT! :DD!)& oh! 2PM'S NOBODY IS <3! Jay : Yeah i still love you baby,and that's never gonna change~ Taekyeon(:D):THAT'S MY LINE!!

woo.

EDIT/GEEZ I MISS ENGLISH LESSONS.my grammar's all over the place!ROAR. I think 'Always' is a very nice word.it has that trust-y,hopeful,forever-by-your-side kinda tinge whenever you say it by itself.Always.Always.Saying it repeatedly makes me happy,no idea what i feel happy for.Maybe its cause Always is the name of my all-time favourite big bang song.muahaha.(and im listening to it now?) sheesh,i do not make sense. I got in touch with photoshop again today.its been AAAAGES! got the cs2 imitation cd from jarratt and cracked an installation code(like a pro.)Didnt realise there was an installation code avaliabe at the back of the cd tho.바보야 T_T. But the point is,it was daaaamn hard to do something nice on ps again.I lost my touch D: Initially,i just wanted to make icons because i got inspired by the influx of gorgeous mkmf and remember album pictures.but it took me sooo long just to come up with something that doesnt suck.my colouring sucks now D: and coz i lost ALLLLLL(thousands) of my brushes and textures from my old laptop,i felt like i couldnt do anythingD: Although on the bright side,i did manage to do like 1 dae-icon and 1 hyobang banner.just some simple,experiment-colouring and a few textures that i grabbed from some website.im kinda proud of my hyobang banner^^ because i think it turned out okay eventhough the intital pic quality was kinda LQ. :D I shall make it a point to continue making graphics coz all the icon communities on lj make me go PHOWAARR and all inspired. OH! and i showed reshma the hyo-top kiss today! she wanted to close her eyes because she couldnt bare watch it.hahaha!AND HYO-TOP KISS IS STILL DOMINATING THE KMEDIA SCENE OKAY! because top is a sexy beast and hyori is lee hyori.nuff said. MAYBE THEY SHOULD MAKE DONG BANG KISS ON GOLDEN DISK! THEN IT'LL BE BIGGER NEWS.AND CASSIES WILL ERUPT AND START A WAR.HAHAHAHA! ITS 2:21 AM,SO ITS OFFICIALLY WU RUOHAN'S LONG-DUED BIRTHDAY. Although,she's not really important (HAHAHA) ill still say happy birthday! BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN CLAIM SEUNG RI KAY! Im being unfair i know,but i can be coz im the one who introduced you to bb anyways.MUAHAHAHAHAHA! One of the things I MUST DO this holidays is go donate blood.I've been wanting to for a looong time (eversince i turned 16) Just have this urge to do something i dont know,'cleansing?' lol. i have too much blood for my own good anyways.AND i think the bus-stop ad at northbrook's bus-stop is a sign for me to go donate lah.It stares at me everyday when i go home on the 804. "She's my type." hahaha,i love the concept though.everybody loves word-play! i shall go find somebody that wants to donate and go donate together.so who wants to go donate some blaaard? speaking of blood,twilight came out in the us already(i think.) and its itching me to read the second book.Robert pattinson aka cedric diggory is hot. i love him. no matter what syara says. hahaha. and who doesnt love EDWARD CULLEN? `i am a vampire,vampire,ampire,pire~~ and i lost my fangs!

>TAEKKIE LOVE! :D i changed the theme because i realised the other one made my eyes hurt with its georgia font.i couldnt/dont know how to change the font because wordpress is strict like that.I really liked the one-column thing but i guess this one is alright too.I transferred ALL my songs from my ipod to the lappy today.I tell you,itunes suck ass.Doesnt apple realise the inconvienience it causes pod-users!ESP people whose hard drive crashes a whole lot or people who get new computers(which kinda like the entire world population now.)sheesh! so i had to go dwl some sharepod thing to transfer all the songs. roar! oppresion sucks. WATCHED AN EPISODE OF GREY'S ANATOMY ON STAR WORLD JUST NOW. its one of those shows i want to watch during the hols.because medical dramas 'SUCK YOU IN INTO ANOTHER WORLD.'Its really addictive after you watch one episode.then you want to know what happens next.so i always cheat and go read spoilers on wiki.but after reading for a while i get bored and go 'aish,i dont want to watch it already!' But i find all american serials damn weird,by the end of the entire run of the show everybody would have slept/had a relationship with everybody! Kinda weird/scary no? LIKE NOW IN GA(from what ive gathered so far in season4) Izzie(who's slept with Alex before in s1) is having an affair with her best friend George,who is married to Callie,who slept with mc steamy (mark) before and he had an affair with addison who is Mcdreamy's(Derek) ex-wife who is in an on-off relationship with Meredith and she also did sleep with George before(somewhere in some season). Maybe its the asian-conservative in my talking but phowarr how can you sleep with everybody in your work circle and still can function normally? Thats why my favourite character is Christina YANG! she kicks ass.and since that burke dude left the show she's been kicking more asses.which i like!because its entertaining to watch. I need to go catch up on Ugly Betty too!for the sake of MARK <3! and ironically willie-the-meanie too. WILLIE-MARK love! they crack me up! (CRACKCRACKCRACKCRACK!). and PRISONBREAK! but geez i get confused by that show a whole lot. and i think they should stop adding seasons because the plot gets boring after season 2.(GO TO PRISON,ESCAPE-GOTOPRISON,ESCAPE) but its still addictive mainly because of michael scofield(WENTWORTH MILLER'S) gorgeous eyes! MUAHAHAHA. and the sarah-plot and LJ <3 i must get syara too sit down and watch GA and PB with me because we talked about them WAAAAY too much during our journeys to hml.lol. GOD,please do not let me rot this holiday because other than spazzing amply,watching Tv serials,fangirl-ing, watching family outing(coz everybody loves chun-dae!),getting nagged by mama to do chores and clean my alrdy clean room over again,i have absolutely no idea what to do. help me. ps;i totally love lee seung hyun now. TOTALLY. he's the epitome of fan-service.Not only was his Ugogirl remix completely awesome.His message for V.I.P made me all gooey inside. yeah,gooey enough to go listen to their other vip-dedicated songs.then i realised that no matter what phase ill go through in life,EVEN WHEN I GET SWALLOWED BY THE WORKING WORLD,OR WHEN IM SUFFERING FROM MID-LIFE CRISIS ; I'LL STILL BE A VIP! 영원히!

 '앞으로도.. 여러분들을 만족시킬수 있는 무대 많이많이 만들거에요… 벌써 기대되죠?'

Hell yeah im already excited! GAH I LOVE MAKNAE. crack crack crack crack.^^

This post is purely for self-entertainment and fulfilling my fangirl needs.so you prolly wont understand no shizz. TODAY WAS MKMF! and omfg it was theee bomb this year.Watched it live by gomtv but i was in lagging hell and it kept stopping every 5secs.i watched the red carpet aaand bigbang were the last to arrive.but they were looking so fly! im serious.HOTNESS OVERLOAD! ESP TOP & BONG! all white = <3! (im serious,top looked like he walked out of a bloody rich painting) and they had the best car too! while other celebs had those long normal limos Bigbang arrived in a land rover.(i think) who cares.ultimately,they were phowaar. Although i think FUR is in now.Dae had this gigantic fur thing on his shoulders.I think theyre from some poor sheep someway in the world.BUT its okay,the sheep probably WANTED to be sacrificed into something dae would wear.MUAHAHAHA.when YB came out of the car i yelped like a stupid fangirl. but its okay. yelping is good sometimes. AND 2PM WAS :DDD TOO! TAEKYEON <3 he is the only one who can pull of a no undershirt coat.(because he is 186cm tall, and is dark and ohsohandsome) and 2AM WAS ALSO :DD because changmin was :DDDD in a suit. AH,i love ONEDAY(2am+2pm=one day) Then the awards started! and it kept lagging and lagging.I didnt care too much. BUT I DID GO YELPING WHEN 2PM PERFORMED SUJU'S 'U' (imo,totally pwned it too.i mean,junsu's vocals pretty much pwns everything) then the next highlight was when wondergirls performed with 2PM (WONDER-PM LOVE!) and TAEK DID THE TANGO WITH SUNMI(and i got yelp-y again) and then 2pm did this awesome bboy-acrobatic routine and i was WOAH. theen jaebeom(THE ULTIMATE HOTNESS) 'bared his soul' and i was PHOWAR. then i waited and waited for HYO-BANG! but along the way when they showed TABLO,BONG &TOP close up. i did yelp some more.kay,who doesnt love dorky tablo playing with his face? THEEEEN..HYOBANG CAME ON. and i was literally yelping and hyperventilating at the same time.Hyori did na man barabwa with YB then na man barabwa part2 with bong. then she did lies with top.and maknae did UGOGIRL remix and DAE DID 'NAL BWA HYORI :D' then they did 10 MINS together.but i could see no shit because it was lagging so hell much. so i waited for S to upload(whilst spazzing majorly with van & huiting & jongin&jojo)AND SHE DID. AND IVE BEEN REWATCHING THE WHOLE PERFORMANCE OVER & OVER & OVER AGAIN. till now. at 2:01 am.its just too awesome can! srsly HYOBANG! I didnt notice at first but top kissed hyori(that big tease!) ON THE LIPS! YAH! at first i was WTF.NO! then i was WOAH.THATSHOT. now i am GEEZ,TOP IS SEXY. HE IS I TELL YOU! MIGHTY MIGHTY! and then we waited for BB to get some awards. because initially,honestly i though dongbang would dominate since votes counted and all(CASSIES PWN VOTES) so we were like,LET THEM WIN SOMETHING! and we were grr when jewelry won house/electronica and when YB didnt win in his categories.BUT THEN BEST MALE GROUP :BIG BANG! and we were daaamn euphoric man.but the best was when the won best artist Gasoo daesang. and we all celebrated like when Obama won the election!SRSLY,IT WAS LIKE WATCHING MANU VS CHELSEA OR WATCHING THE BLARDY OLYMPICS! AHH. then we all went on a high.dongbang won album of the year.i cant say much but hands down i enjoyed epik's and brown eyes's album more.Altho,i think mkmf is kinda fair. they gave best song to WG best album to DB and best artist to BB. everyone should be happy.(CASSIES : DONT HATE,CONGRATULATE!) im still on hyobang high right now. HYOBANG PWNS! 2PM PWNS! BIG BANG PWNS! DAE PWNS! HYO-TOP PWNS! VIP PWNS THE REST OF THE WOORLD! 'we FAMOUS!' BANG!

ITS 2:18 AM. AND IM UP & BUZZING. the ups of being really free.MUAHAHAHA.Ive basically been 1)replaying bigbang's performance of foolish love on music bank again and again. 2)spazzing on bbsg 3)watching one episode of world's within (hyun bin is yummy) 4) reading translated Epik High Interviews-for enlightenment! still dont know what to do for the holidays.BUT I CLEANED MY ROOM TODAY! CHANGED THE BEDSHEETS AND ALL THAT SHIZZ! i even cleared the mount syue(HARHAR) pile of notes and books that have been accumulated during Os. Heck,i even seperated them into two boxes, passdown-able and notpassdown-able.you could say i feel kinda accomplished now.Then went to watch GREAT DVD concert with ruz and ruo.'the not important one' had work so she had to leave and couldnt finish watching.I even entrusted my precious treasure to her can!But watching GREAT DVD again after a loonggg time was awesome! reminded me of the bangkok concert and body surfing and meeting DAE!k,im rambling now. but still,MEETING DAE! <3(AH! I AM CONCERT-DEPRIVED.YG CONCERT 09! I WILL BE THERE!) I read the newpaper today and the incident on the tigers in the zoo manifesting the man was all big.It is sad that someone can want to end his life so viciously.Sadness aside, you have to admit,its an interesting way to leave the earth.You cant blame the tigers tho.They are animals afterall.Their natural animal instincts fueled by the oppresed way of life in a zoo,the attack was inevitable.I mean,animals can feel 'oppresion' too right? God if i were them(the tigers),id want to feel free and roam all i want!(no matter how many times you fed me a day!) But maybe,thats just the teen rebel in me talking. Dont worry tho,not planning to go the speaker's corner to start a peacefulrevolution...YET. muahahahaha. 'And I want to fall in love, like faitful, destined love kind of thing. I want to find my Yoko Ono .Then maybe I can do music like John Lennon. '-TABLO/Nylon interview. My effing HERO. BLO-LOVE.

No Jarratt,im not letting my wordpress die.see,im reviving it now. :D and we all know that i neglected my blog not coz i was 'busy studying' but it was coz i dont want to.somewhere along the way writing became a chore.in other words,im lazy. But now with O's over and done with (HELL YEAH!) i feel the urge to start again,dont know how long this 'urge' will last tho.isnt it weird that after every major exam you feel the need to 'start afresh?','change?','try something new' its annoying.but inevitable. Not going to dwell on O's and how it was.other than it was okay(haha) and i have no regrets although i didnt mug THAAT much.because if i did,ill be much less happy than i am now. Basically,im enjoying my free-as-a-bird time.appa got me laptop because he promised after visiously murdering my last one in February (I MISS YOU CHINGOO!).so im enjoying it tremendously now <3!I changed my email and closed the old one. although it was painstacking process to transfer my contact list.(because i have A LOT,i mean A LOT,of useless contacts whom i dont know who they are.) and ive ALWAYS wanted to change my email to something less emabarassing.(YOU ALL KNOW WHAT IM REFERRING TO :X) There's stil MANY MANY MANY things to do tho.MANY MANY MANY.ive yet to clean my room.(its suffering from post-exam) and ive yet to found something solid to do during the hols.Everyone's up and about finding jobs but i have no idea what i want to do.Mama says 'when you grow up you'll be working for the rest of your life.now that your not yet affected by the working world,go do what you really want!' but the thing is i dont know what i want. BUT I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SLEEPING IN & BEING AN OWL AGAIN.oh and definitely reading!god i miss finishing a book in one day.Speaking of reading,YISHUN LIBRARY OPENS TMR AT NORTHPOINT! YAAAAAY! and today is my mama's birthday! (and reshmaa aa's birthday too.) HAPPY BIRTHDAY! oh yah,5 days more to something absolutely not important. muahahahahahahaha.