So today i had a flu and because flu's make you bored i re-did the blog.
I always feel really happy when i re-do my blogs.All that HTML makes me happy. & i updated my links.It makes me feel better that my link list is longer. PAHAHAHAHAHA.

I will be one to tell you that despite the fad,I think vampires are pretty rad.




I wonder what a mid-life crisis feels like. When someone goes through a mid-life crisis do they feel constantly suffocated,a tight-sharp pain that tugs on their chest's?Like a hollow void in their souls? Like how Bella felt when Edward left her in New Moon?
or is it just something that plays on their minds mostly,like a warped mind game,constantly revolving around the question : IS THIS THE LIFE THAT I WANT? Maybe it doesnt reach the depths of their sould per se,maybe it just feels like an annoying itch that you cant reach? Maybe.
I really want to know what it feels like because I am almost certain that my appa is going through the second lapse of his mid-life crisis.Somehow,all his mid-life crisis solutions involve expensive motorcycles he doesnt need.Perhaps its the notion of "the wind in my hair as I drive off into the sunset in my harley" that makes him feel better about his lost youth(Uhuh. Cue the desert highway scene that leads to 'Las Vegas')

The problem is a) my dad doesnt have much hair and b) there are no desert highways.

Now I wonder,will I go through a mid-life crisis one day? and what I will do to cope with it. I hope its not by spending vast amounts of money on something insignificant like vehicles or things from IKEA. IF I do have to go through an age-related crisis -- I would go on a 73hour movie marathon with free flow of popcorn and Hugh Grant/Jackman/Dancy/Laurie. oooo! I might want to add Pitt and Reynolds to the mix too,just for fun. And OMG! you cannot forget Uncle Depp.
Oh Yes,In my opinion Uncle Depp will be the ultimate cure to a life crisis.




This is my favourite scene from About a boy.
brilliant,just brilliant.
especially 3:16 onwards. seriously,hugh grant is win.



suhaidah,your bed is too comfy especially on new sheets day.you need to learn the concept of waking up on time.Typically,when you reach the age of 10,your supposed to have mastered this concept already.but alas! you have never been typical.Nope,not since the day your mom gave birth to you and the hair on your newborn head stood up like little soldiers at attention.


Need to post this because of its epic-ness.Everytime i listen to this,i get this fuzzy feeling that makes my heart feel heavy all of a sudden.My itunes is seriously going to be starving when Dynamic Duo goes to the korean army T_T. I NEED MY MUSICAL NUTRITION DAMNIT.Anyways,LISTEN!This kind of amazing doesnt come everyday.
ps,gaeko: your voice reaches the depths of my soul and
i kinda love you,a whole lot.





3 cinema visits in 2 days baby!
Paper heart & 500 days of Summer back to back was vair entertaining.
Paper heart was incredibly cute,im not even joking.HAHAHA TO THE CHRISTMAS SONG. charlene yi is wicked and she has this charmingly misplaced dimple.I will not start on Michael Cera whom I think is the epitome of indie boy. (aka he is love) The movie is funny as hell. CHARLENE YI FTW.
500 DOS was beautifully made.I loved Joseph Gordon-Levitt and his love-beliving self and Zooey Deschanel is very gorgeous.
Im not going to compare them because they are both epic in their own ways.

You know,both movies revolve around people questioning love-whether it truly exists or is it really a fantasy we make up to make the crude world more bearable? and honestly,after about 5+ hours of both movies questioning love, I still cannot figure out exactly where I stand with this insanely confusing notion.
This is what I think : By the intrinsic nature or the god-making order of how the world is created,i think that all humans are made for a particular other,that there is one for me,one for you,one for uncle depp,one for uncle tan (whoever he is). But the thing is,amongst the 7 billion people on earth,what are the chances that you and your 'one' find each other?Hell,your one might not even be alive YET or is already dead! It is incredibly possible that the one that's 'made for you' lived in another country or even another CENTURY all together.(I mean,imagine-- your 'one' could have been a really hot samurai from pre war Japan or something.) so yeah,i guess only the most lucky amongst us find our 'one'.Most of the time,we just compromise our 'ones' for 'twos'.
This is what I think .

but then again,i also think that in the future i will have a house on top of a mountain with ponies and skittles and rainbows and Hugh Jackman/Wolverine.So yes,to hell what i think.PAHAHAHA.

ps; i would so totally dig it if my 'one' was a hot samurai.

Today was extremely good given that i was practically begging mama to let me skip PW lecture today.My feet ached and my toes curled in naturally for the need of more sleep. BTW,Yesterday's J1 Bash was definitely worth the 10 bucks.09A302 REPRESENT,BIATCHES. and everyone looked exceptionally great and twas fun letting loose,completely. Thaks to AFIQAH for making ze event so great!

Anyways,today after the PW concentration camp and Ms Wong deathly glare during PW tuto,Khai and me started talking about movies/dramas in the bus home.AND BECAUSE ALL GREAT IDEAS SPAWN FROM BUS 39-RIDES, we decided to go watch either Paper Heart or 500 days spontaneously. The thing is, living in yishun and commuting to pasir ris everyday have made us distance-phobic and the idea of taking the MRT allllll the way to Dhoby Ghaut to catch the movies at the only availiable place,The Cathay was too frightening.So we decided to eat first at Eighteen Chefs which was an eyeopening experience to say the least.(PAHAHAHA KHAI.) Then after eating and having those really long conversations about movies and actresses and our severe dislike for Kristen Stewart as Bella and an epic discussion on the forever epic,TITANIC. we were basically too lazy to move our butts anywhere out of northpoint.
so out of utter random spontaneity, we went to watch 'Fame' at the yishun10 cinema. PAHAHAHAHA. like where the hell did that idea come from?

PS. Fame was okay, a bunch of nobody's and a severely miscasted 'Kay Panabaker' who looks too playhouse disney for the film and Asher Book whom we BOTH SWORE we have seen him somewhere before but as it turns out -- he is a nobody.Btw,there were only 4 people in the cinema: us and this very very very pro PDA and intimate couple in the same cinema.(like seriously kids,why a cinema? its not even funny,its gross. and your wasting money on tickets!)

tomorrow -- 500 DAYS & PAPER HEART.
I LOVE YOU,POST PROMOS!

Tomorrow i will break out of this heavy,metal chains that entrap me to the supposed pillar of life : Education.I will run out into the wilderness of long awaited freedom where the sun shines bright with korean dramas and pirated movies on the net i have so dearly missed and there is no rain or blizzards or typhoons or volcanic eruptions or studying to ruin my parade.Where i walk with a bunny-induced sping in my step and leap like a freaking frog into the abyss of post-promos,without a care in the world.Just euphoria and rainbows and skittles and ponies,on top of a mountain with Hugh Jackman/Wolverine or Hugh Dancy/Adam. (whatever works.)



if people ask me ( i dont know why they would want to ask,maybe i'll meet an extremely random alien someday?) : What did you do when you were 17?
i would say calmly-like its the best thing ever : I was being tortured by the Education system,period.

The last few day have just been brain saturation hell. I keep visioning that my brain was on a conveyer belt that led to a organ grinding machine (like the one Helena Bonham Carter had on Sweeney Todd) and that if I even tried to put in a few more chapters of geography,my brain will be grinded into mush. All the veins and pinky stuff thats suppose to be my brain-- all mushy and soupy like mushroom Campbell soup.
(Please think of this image in your minds. It is a beautiful picture oozing with intelligence.PAHAH!)

17 was good. I wish i could experience the thrill of an epiphany on my birthday. Like suddenly enlightment will behold me and I will glow with all of life's questions answered. but noooooooo- the closest thing to an epiphany yesterday was - " FUCK. CASE STUDIES!"
Also, very much love to yuding,ruzzie and ruohan for the DORAEMON CAKE and their attempt to surprise me in my house yesterday. (A for effort guys!) HAHAHAH,okay honestly- thank you for that! you guys are the best and i dont think i would ever find better substitutes for friends. (this means you guys are stuck with me forever! PAHA! wuruohan likes this because this means she can eat off my food supplies anytime) +,much love to Shubaa for the midnight call and everyone who wished me yesterday <3!

Paper Hearts,500days of summer,Time traveller's wife after promos marathon.
WHO'S WITH ME?( and khai coz we decided to do it together.PAHA)