So i was woken up by my mother promptly at 8am today.Only to find a missed call from shubaa and a few smses awaiting me.and the almighty MOE said im going to mj.Im not gonna lie (coz liars go to hell) I was dissappointed just a teeeny bit.But only cause i realised i cant take theatre studies.which sucks coz i REALLY wanted to take it.and it was the main reason i put vj as my first choice.I knew that it was fate's choice and a big part of myself already accepted that the chances were way slim anyways but i guess i did bear just a LITTLE BIT of hope? and probably because of this small amount,the dissappointment faded away rather fast! I kinda started thinking that it wasnt a big deal after that.cause whilst bathing, i realised not being able to study theatre wont make my love for theatre or drama go away. and since i settled the source of my dissapointment,i felt really light-hearted after that. another thing that made me happy was Khai's going to MJ too. puahahahaha!

so with that,i started my day,the earliest since the last day of olevels, @ 9:00am.
TSKTSKTSK HOW SHOCKING! and i had fun dancing to 10 점 만점에 10점 @ ann's house. i think my bgirl skillz are improving.(PUAHAHAHA!) and wu ruohan continues her korean streak today by wearing what she called 'HYORI PANTS' that hyori wore during MKMF.
WU RUOHAN DOES NOT,AND WILL NOT IN HER ENTIRE ADULT LIFE LOOK LIKE THE ALMIGHTY LEE HYORI.

and no,i dont believe that monday will be the start of our new lives or shizz like that coz there's no chance in hell that im giving up the friends i know and love now. even if you place daesung in a box and give him to me. yeap!

Although, i might reconsider if it was Daesung AND Taecyeon in a box.
PUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA.

i am really trying my BESTEST to wake up early these days.SERIOUS!

Yesterday,after a really long while, i went out with mariah,shubaa,ruohan and the rest of the class guys again.As usual,cant help but insult the poor boys.trust me,i TRY my very best not to(insult them) I have no idea why i just cant help but be mean to them ONLY.I bet they were a mob gang that disturbed me in my past life.Speaking of that,we watched my first ever M18 show yesterday.Punisher of war?yeah.Thing is we didnt even realise the show was M18! mariah,ruo and me didnt even want to watch a movie. we wanted to slack and talk and play board games like girlzxzx.puahahaha.but NOOOO. we just HAD to watch the earliest availiable movie. Thank god it wasnt thaaaat type of M18(get me drift.) but it wasnt much better coz it was gory and people's faces were getting blowed up every 2 mins. and there was this scene of cannibalism.(which i thought was really gross.but interesting nevertheless)Imo,there was no interesting storyline in the first place,the movie was a mere excuse for humans to express how demented we (some of us anyways) truly are.BUT i really really liked the part where gangs of different ethnicities came together! THERE WAS AN ASIAN GANG! they were so oriental manz! (too bad they got pwned by the russian gang! poor asians!)So yeah,that was it. to think that the people didnt bother checking,we do look kinda mature? PUAHAHAHAHA. and does this mean i can watch MILK? COZ I REALLY WANNA WATCH MILK COZ GAY POLITICIAN-STORIES ARE REALLY COOL! and happy-smiling-gay sean penn is love!

& today! With the pretense that we were going bowling,ruz,ann,reshmaa,khai,ruo and yuding came to my house to play guitar hero.I really suck so i let the others play! and it turned out they were pretty good! especially khairiah and her guitar skills. if only she would share with us her joyous voice! TSKTSK KHAI! and reshma rocked LA BAMBA!!we also tried to do the 3d seung ri! and YG does not kid when they say 3D model.Even seungri's paper shoes had 3d straps okay!T______T its not done coz seung ri is one complex 3d doll.
then under the pretense of buying someone's present me,ruohan and yuding went to orchard.we ended up going Kino again.(ITS YUDING'S HEAVEN.LOL) and yuding bought me my korean-english dictionary first :DDD(YUDING IS ANGEL!)

TMR@8 AM! ah,i really dont know now. whatever it is,i stand by my post-submission stand that im leaving it to 운명. and i whole-heartedly believe in fate's decision.

PS! DAE SUNG'S NEW SINGLE IS TROT! i cant say i love it now. i do like the 'aza aza fighting!' part though. very much! and the mighty kwon jiyong produced the song & the tittle is so jiyong. Only he can name a track 'a big hit!!' and be smug about it.jiyong is genius!


credit:mixotic@LJ
♥♥♥!

i am waiting and have been waiting for the uploaders on k-aigo to upload today's family outing on megaupload since 9pm. T___________T waiting is misery.I need me some daniel henney goodness naow.

but on the bright side,because of the wait i rewatched 2 episodes of thee most under-rated drama ever,Capital Scandal. It's one of my favourites!independant-rebellion in the 1930s and colourful suits and the almighty Kang Ji Hwan! whats not to love!
i love kangjihwan's fedoras in this! and all his colourful suits! especially the yellow one!it brightens up the screen. & him and han ji min acting together is stellar!
i went on a cap-hunting spree.inititally i just wanted to get 1 or maybe two caps,but uhm,i ended up with 6. X_X



because getting crazy with your favourite fangirls is veryveryveryvery fun! especially when your fangirl-ing about BIGBANG'S GLOBAL WARNING TOUR DVD &&&&& YOUNGBAE'S HOT CONCERT DVD. i am not effing kidding you,the concerts were theee bomb! It was the GWT in Seoul and it was definitely definitely better than the one in baaaangkok.Because 1) the stage was incredible! compared to bangkok's puuuny stage. 2) Daesung didnt serenade some pretty foreign girl instead he sang 날봐 귀순 and made us all laugh like idiots. 3) as far as i could see,there werent much pushing or 'punching' at the seoul concert compared to the baaaangkok one.

The screeening today was aweeesome! because we practically screamed our little lungs out when things got exciting like when 1) GD did the body wave (IN HD!) 2) TOP on the motorcycle 3)DAESUNG IN 꽃보다 빅뱅!!!! 4) the fanservice parts 5) THE WHOLE OF YOUNGBAE'S CONCERT 6) YB-AMY table dance. EFFING HOT. 7) when TOP was trying his BEST to dance aka move around.lol. 8) when looking at their amazing amazing kicks.(SRSLY,I WANT THOSE RED SHINY KICKS JIYONG HAAAAS!) 9) DID I MENTION THE WHOOOLE OF YOUNGBAE'S HOT CONCERT? & 10)sleeveless dae!(because i ♥♥♥ sleeveless dae)

ah,i think i could do a detailed review of the dvd(AS IF THE ABOVE IS NOT DETAILED X_X). going through each performance but i dont think i'll do it now since im watching it again later when ruohan and yuding sleep over.

oh! juuuuune! i must! juuuune okay! juuuune! i mustmustmust! even if it means being blackmailed to do chores for the entire year.
& as far as face spotting goes,WE SPOTTED NESSA AND HER CHOI TOP BOARD! AND HALF OF JOJO'S FACE! AAAND AAAND,THE BACK OF OUR TSHIRTS! PUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


from The GREAT concert,not gwt. but it is still the fanservice god,lee seung hyun.
I ♥ YOU MOARMOAR!

oh and appa left for his european tour just now.(that sounds very rockstar-ish.) ah, 3 weeks without appa. and school is starting soon T_T WHO'S GONNA SEND ME.
(that sounded very hilton-ish.puahahahaha)

thats the name of our family band on guitar hero.We couldnt think of anything and it's kind of an ode to my mother.dont ask why ^^ Dad bought it today because my sister went to her friends house and played and wanted it.so we've been playing non-stop since then! now i understand the hype about guitar hero. i dont play the guitar or the drums because of my 0 hand-eye coordination so along with my two youngest siblings we sang to songs that we didnt know and not only that,songs that had horrible lyrics. uhm,' i feel the pain of everyone then i feel nothing.' and something like 'i do know,i dont know then whatever.'
PUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. oh i like the swirly parts the best coz i get to scream my lungs out and feel thirsty after that.

and yesterday me an jarratt attempted to donate blaaard.but i couldnt coz the lady tested my blood pressure and it was,apparently, very low. yeap, i asked her why my blood pressure was low. and she told me it's 'constituitonal'? whatever that meant. so feeling dejected for not being able to do a kind deed, we went to swensen's and we stuffed ourselves with a huge main course and ice-cream. mine had an american flag on and we talked about Mr Obama.(i dont feel good just calling him Obama now,he's THAT important) and jarratt was having calamari salad (he had like a main course meal,salad AND ice cream. 49 kg! the world is unfair!) anyways,jarratt thought 'thousand island' was called 'long island' and i laughed at him for that. (i laughed for quite a while lol)
oh and after that i visited my grandmama to get food to pack home! and i realise that i should visit her more often. T_T

i am very excited for tomorrow's screeening.
VERY!
YOUNGBAE HOT CONCERT DVD.
NOSEBLEEDS Z_Z.

OHOHOHOH! &&&&&& ENGLISH VERSION OF TABLO'S BOOK IS AVAILIABLE ON DVDHEAVEN.
i mustmustmustmust have it. & im very tempted to buy bigbang's book also.(which means im willing to slowly-slowly decode every single sentence. T_T)



PUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! i love jyp for creating the 2pm & wondergirls channel on youtube.coz he puts up this kind of happy crack on the channels! WHICH MAKES ME HAPPY!
COLOURFUL HANBOKS!
andandandand the happiest crack on earth; park jaybeom.

Khun : & its called the hanbok.
Jay: yeaaahh,do you like mine? pink flowers and pink ribbon.
Junho: Nononono
Jay:No?that's fine i dont like it either.

PUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.jay is happiness!

Jay:..which is RICE CAKE AND DUMPLING SOUP!
Taec: YEEEEEEEES!

i love taec!♥

i cant wait for saturdaaaaay!concert screeeening! +++ some yb goodness!(not porn okay.youngbae goodness is definitely not porn.even if it is,its the legal,harmless,suitable for the eyes-type. dont argue. ^^)

i really did! and not only that,after i woke up i washed my toilet and ALSO cleared the fridge! (the old fridge since the new fridge was coming)i sense the air of change! and its not just because Obama was inaugurated today! Hopefully this continues tomorrow when i attempt to wake up at..(wait for it)...10 AM! Shocking,i know.tsktsktsk.

i am loving boys before flowers now. i think Ga-eul is very very very pretty. but not as pretty or as yummy as kim bum :DDDD and i also love Jun pyo/Lee Min Ho's perm! it definitely pwns the one matsujun had in hanadan. KIMBUM!

I kinda cant wait for school to start.(ironic,yes) Where i am going to school is still uncertain. and i hope its my first choice T_T, but i think ill be okay with the second choice too. just not thaaaaat okay.i cant wait to make my brain more active.Although i do forsee that getting my brain back to its mugging shape will be torture,i think im very willing to endure it for now. i also forsee me feeling lethargic all the time due to the very much extra physically-moving i will have to do compared to the holidays.but still,i think im very willing to endure that too.
i just am dying to,simply put it,do something!

LIKE be active! like my taecyeon when he's on the trampoline!

credits:Haze/헤이즈@bestiz

PUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! and tsktsk park jaebeom.
i still love you taec!♥

you dont know how accomplished i feel now.
since i was bored i decided to hunt for blogskins. and since i cant handle not customizing,i changed a few things here and there. i like it! especially coz there's space for me to put my fave jokwon gift on the front page! PUHAHAHAHAHAHA.

and now,mama's alarm is about to sound.thus this means i need to sleep before they catch me not sleeping.

my blog is beautiful! yaaaaay!

PS! HAPPY OBAMA DAY!

i must really get back to sleeping properly.or at least ATTEMPT to sleep properly,seriously. i think i am literally going to die when school starts.but honestly! no matter how hard i try to shut my eyes and go to sleep at 2am(this is early),i cant! and when i get annoyed at my insomnia,ill on the laptop and youtube will distract me until 5:30! and my parent's alarm will signal me that its right time that i slept so that they wont catch me awake at that time.(PUAHAHAHA,ARE YOU LAUGHING @ THE IRONY TOO?^^) & IM SERIOUS THAT YOUTUBE IS THE BIGGEST DISTRACTION EVER.especially since now i converted to Firefox and they have great great Youtube add-ons! & seriously,HD YOUTUBE IS THE GREATEST INVENTION OF THE CENTURY! (it beats LED fosho!)

whilst waiting for school to start i am attempting to cram in as many dramas and movies as possible! because when it starts i wont even be able to watch an episode without feeling guilty.
therefore i am watching Boys Over Flowers(꽃보다 남자.)which is the korean version of Hana yori dango. im on episode 4 and its pretty nice,still. Minus Kim Hyun Joong's very awkward potrayal of Hanazawa Rui(he is really pretty tho.but Oguri Shun still pwns)& the horrible soundtrack,i am liking it! ESP THE VERY VERY VERY VERY YUMMY KIM BUM!(who plays Soujiroh) & i am crossing my fingers that the soujiroh-yuki storyline will play a bigger part in the korean version.because we all know how dissapointing the jap one went with regards to this!


i had a lot to blog about but i forgot what. coz kimbum's yummy face is distracting.
oh! i am effing excited for this week's Family Outing. DANIEL HENNNNEY PEOPLE!

Manymany dvd spoilers floating around T_____T like the pictures and GIFs and unfortunately,ive reached my patience quota because I saw the fan taken pictures alrdy and as much as i tried to resist,i downloaded the HQ audio version of 언제까지 which ive been looking forward to since forever.T___________T
& i am not dissapointed.because it is fricking amazing. HQ goodness of the best song ever! and brings back Bangkok memories. I suddenly remember being stranded in a mosh pit full of thai-people and screaming "OMFG,언제까지!! I MUST MUST HEAR THIS SONG,MOVE OVER TALL PERSON! I NEED TO GET CLOSER TO THE SCREEN!!'
:D/D: I MISS GWT/BANGKOK.

& i went to johor yesterday. i love johor-day trips because i can eat and shop all i want without feeling guilty.trust me,everytime i start to feel guilty,i just divide the price into two.and then feel good again! && muahahahaha,i got my new kicks! Two of them actually! (okay,one's for the upcoming school term.but they're brand new nike's so calling them 'kicks' is appropiate!) and then we went to Tesco and i marveled at the sight of cheap items that were sold in wholesale!
and basically throughout the whole trip i blackmailed my parents with the fact that they havent rewarded me for slaving myself the past months. & for this they got me baskin robbins ice-cream and a doraemon lunch pack.PUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

top sounds mighty sexy in 언제까지.
top is sexybeast.

yeah,seriously. i can flip and everything! i even do jay's last headstand perfectly! (yeap,pls do not take me seriously)
but honestly,i think i do the '뒷모습이' as well as taec!
puahahahahahaha!

my lips are cracking all the effing time. its annoying! my soul must be in seoul where its fricking cold.thats why my lips are cracking without apparant reason.(puahahahaha?) im currently waiting for yuding to fill me in on her very angelic deed for some not-important person.(tsktsk)yuding is the nicest person i know okay. if only i was half the nice person she is! my mother will be super happy.

i feel like uprooting my hair now.i am very very bored.so bored that not even the internet can help me! to think about it,ive not gone for a holiday ever since june last year! JUNE! i know whining about not being able to go on a holiday during these difficult economic times is spoilt or paris-y. but hear me out here,ive been slaving myself for the O's for so long! i need bangkok or something! & if not for my retarded brother who works at night safari part-time just so that he can get money for his wedding-fund,we would have gone for a holiday! and its too late now coz everyone's started school and appa is going to belgium next week.(to think he just came back from vietnam,today! T_T)and he's staying there for 3 whole weeks.T_________T (on the bright side,im blackmailing him into getting as many boxes of belgium chocolates as possible)yes people,you have not lived if you have not eaten fresh from belgium chocolates.

all this BREAKOUT ads on tv is making me crave for some bboy action.(& i am going!wuruohan can go sulk in one corner.puahahahaha) & i want to kidnap YG's colonize wardrobe and Big Bang's shoe wardrobe.oh! and i dont mind teddy's shoe collection also.
damnit,i need some imitation kicks nownownow.(WHAT? original ones are too expensive for my own good.)

which i re-heated.Dont tell me that its not healthy to stuff yourself with carbohydrates at night. because im drinking promegante yoghurt juice too,and my friends,yoghurt juice is very healthy!

Yesterday night,i watched american idol's repeat telecast on start world at 12:30 because the one on channel 5 was too early for me.(i live in the night.be afraid.wooooo~) and the auditions were effing hilarious.seriously,just proves to show how many weirdos there are! as if 'america's got talent' didnt prove that already! However,i believe that the weirdos are the foundation of idol. without them it wont be any fun! serious! what would american idol be without sanjaya's pony-hawk?!
nothing.

then i watched a rerun of samantha who? and decided that i would finish watching the entire season 1 after that.i know i am superduper slow coz its been ages since it started but its amazingly funny! especially the weird mother and the alcoholic-maneating-golddigger best friend! puhahahaha.its ridiculous and light-hearted unlike grey's anatomy! screw grey'sanatomy,samanthawho ftw!
now,if i can just get past gossip girl's first episode. then the world would be ideal.

& you dont know how excited i am for my GWT/HOT dvd. im serious! i can even list down the things im most anticipating for,like;
-the full version of youngbae's dont wanna try.
-face-spotting myself in the thailand crowd.(PUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!)
-MAKING FILM!BTA!MAKING! GAAH.
- 40 page photobook,uhuh. i kid you not.
-YB'S HOT CONCERT.
-did i say YB's HOT CONCERT? i'll say it again!
&&&mostly, the full,high quality version of the best vip-song ever made,언제까지 (Until Whenever) so i can replay it again and again and make myself happy.



Until Whenever(fancam ripped version)
phowaaaaaaar.
now imagine this HQ.yeah,like asbigasmyTV-HQ.

Run,only looking forward.I'll watch your back.
Spread your wings,I'll block the wind.

i can now breathe the normal way.im not certain i can get in,but after the prep talk from my auntie who called me and went on&on(not that i dont appreciate it,i do. god knows i do) ive decided to just put vj as my first choice and let god decide the rest. im leaving it up to 운명.

mama and me actually tried to go there today in the bus. and yeah,i think ive made up my mind not to let distance act as an excuse for me not to go where i want.because uhh,we live in singapore and distance isnt something we should worry about? yes.

& although i know ill be alone if i get in,it's okay because this wont mean that shubaa,ruohan and all you other wonderful./not-so-wonderful people will cease to exist.

and i filled in only 6 choices and left the rest blank.now im wondering if i should have filled everything.ah who cares.

off to watch 1n2d.because i miss mc 몽!

& because ive been pic-hunting at bestiz.


PUHAHAHAHAHA! Kwon's almighty facial expression!
KWON= FACIAL EXPRESSION KING!
i love kwon!
ps,my 옥고양이 is back(: & he looks mighty fine here!
pps,height difference kwon-taec.*coughs.*
ppps,CHANGMIN-AHHH!:D

:DDDD! Yesterday was a good day.I woke up not able to digest anything but ended the day a little fatter.kyakyakya
Im contented with 10.and now,i really really love the fact that i slaved myself to go to anderson for higher malay for 4 years.Because the subject not only gave me a fricking unbelivable a2(i swear,i think Cikgu marked my paper),it also gave me another 2 more points which really made my overall point much more attractive to look at. for the record,i fucking love you higher malay. Although it kinda broked my happy heart that i didnt get the 1 for english. :/ but still,i am contented. & also,i am very very very very very proud of my veryveryvery good friend(muahahaha),wu ruohan.(even if she got me a ugly-looking octopus that she thinks resembles me.) & for this,ruohan can have seung ri and top for however long she likes.(yes,i am the decider on who gets whom.HAHAHAA.kay,not really ._.)

but now it gets really hard.I thought ill get my results and happy-happy just choose but hell,i dont know no shit.Deciding what school is a frcking chore.Appa keeps telling me everything is the same but they dont look anywhere similar to me.Im getting super tempted to try vj arts stream just because i want to study theatre studies&drama but to go all the way to east coast(somewhere there) everyday scares me. and i dont know,ill be hell-alone if i go.& its kinda risky since the cut-off is 6 and im on the dot.plus,ITS AT EAST COAST THERE. >_________<
rawr seriously! and i still stand by what i said,even now knowing my results i still go O_O after reading the JAE booklet for the 839730 time.
and why the hell must they ask us to fill 12 choices. its hard enough to think of 3.

watched the golden globes yesterday.i was kinda boring.i think the slumdog millionaire director looked like a mad scientist. and brad pitt is very hot and so is collin farrell(with his irish accent) i wished leo was skinny-er and someone tell me whyohwhy was shah rukh khan(?) at the golden globes.

Appa's in vietnam when he should be here with me helping me choose where to go!
and ps! this is a great time to ask for whatever that i want. so now im off to go ask mama to get me that colonize hood.muahahahahahahaa.

i kinda hoped before i slept yesterday that by today i'll suddenly wake up with the 'everything will happen for a reason,so just be happy with what you get.'-mindset. but no,it still hasnt reached me yet.Hopefully it'll come by before tomorrow.

Anyways,we went to eat & go bowl today.for the first time,probably in my life,i did not enjoy the honey-chicken wings or the mutton chop at the east coast hawker centre.Probably it was because my stomach was not in proper order.It feels like the entire contents of what i ate was floating around instead of being digested.My brother's friends tagged along & they were hell of annoying.tsktsktsk. i dont think ill be able to sleep anytime soon coz of the bundle of nerves thats building in me.so im trying to occupy myself with things.i REALLY REALLY WISHED i had my global warning tour dvd or youngbae's hot tour dvd with me now.now,that can make my mind wander into much much happy places! but since its only released on the 15th D: i guess my GREAT concert dvd will have to do for now.

im waiting for shubaa to come online so we can discuss the future and then scare ourselves to sleep after that.kykyakya!

'everything's going to happen for a reason and i must be thankful and happy with whatever that i get'

is a scary thing.I now so totally get Troy & Gabriella and their fear of 'college'/future.But no,i still dont get why they are so annoying.or the fact that Gabriella's so fucked up,same thing for Troy.(they come in a package anyways) Moving away from my anti-hsm self,today was my grandad's death anniv so our family came together for prayers.it's also to celebrate the january babies in the family.(death & birth cant be seperated eh.they come in a package too.only a less annoying,more sad package)

it was nice to see my paternal-aunties(is this correct?lol) again.One of my aunts lives in KL now with her veryvery nice & generous (;D) french husband.i like him. & also my dad's stepmom aka my stepgrandma(does this exist? dontknow. malays have very complicated family trees.its a cultural thing) and her sister who is a twin(told ya,COMPLICATED) They speak in a very comical way and they had a conversation about 'what their names were supposed to be' and 'what the olden-day nurses wrote it down as' it was wayway funny!

"My name was supposed to be Radibah but those stupid nurses wrote them down as Badariyah"-stepgrandmama sister with the twin in her very very nasal voice.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.(if this isnt elderly-humour i dont know what is)

& since monday's the oh-so-dreaded day,everybody was 'So how? confident or not?' & all i did was 'hehehehe,hopefully laaa' and then they'll go 'dont worry laaa,surely will pass one!' or 'you so smart! definitely can pass one'
and my grandmom said "i always pray for you so insyallah you will pass.even if you dont pass it's okay.because we all know you've studied very hard.'

then i dont know whether to be happy or sad.
:/


credits:처너지치@bestiz
Jay Park & Kim Junsu of 2pm sings thee nicest covers ever.& Jay is a sexy sexy boy.
sexy boys rule the planet.

HAPPY 20TH MY IRRESPONSIBLE BROTHER.may you wake your bloody idea and see what exactly life is soon.(your a quarter through it alrdy)

Watching You Are My Destiny now on KBS.its the 148th episode T_T and the only reason im still watching is to laugh at the Saebyeok-Hosae scenes.I know theyre supposed to be star-crossed/fated lovers(or whatever you call it) but theyre so awkward. its like awkward universe between them.Everytime they hug its like awkward turtles are floating all over the screen.

Awkward turtles.awkward turtles.awkward turtles.
푸하하하하하하하~

i rearranged my room again today(i think its the 5th time during the holidays,muahahaha) Changed the curtains,sealed-up the big box that contains all the ws/files from last year (it weighs a tonne.i feel accomplished!) & cleaned everything again.Im serious,i love my room now.but this is only before i thrash it again within 1 week.& appa got me speakers for my iphone.and since there's a lot of free space in my room now this means more self-dancing-in-room-secretly! & whats more fun than that! (come on,i know you do it too.)
im practicing my b-girl skillz.MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. (pls dont take me seriously x_x)

i amuse myself sometimes.
like how i can wake up at 1:30pm,wash my face,brush my teeth and walk out of the house to wait for my little brother and sister to come back from school at the bus stop. Yeah,with my sexy outofbed-hair too! even with all the neighbours looking(even the good-looking ones tsktsk!)
then whilst waiting i laugh at myself for being this amusing.

too bad,cant help it.too free. being too free does things to people.

The JAE booklet is so intimidating.no matter how many times i read it i either go
'. . . . . . . . .'
or
'O_O'
or
'X_X'
or
'T_T'

okay,i ran out of cool emoticons.

& i think my drama-marathon/stone all day plan for sunday is ruined.Mama wants us to go bowling that day for brother's birthday.X_X being the freak that i am ill probably relate the number of pins i hit and correspond them to the number of points ill get. & since i suck at bowling and get the 'longkang' all the time,i guess ill get 0 points?

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
im amusing myself again.

ps,i am really stuffing myself with pineapple tarts!thisis why i love pre-cny.mama goes into pineapple tart frenzy.

I love MTV these days!theyre turning oriental!muahahahaha.Theyre playing reruns of BigBang's documentary at midnight every weekday.this makes me super happy.Really.Infact,today's ep was daesung's episode! and i got reminded on how amazing his smile is!,the very reason ive come to love him in the first place.ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Im basically stoning at home whilst waiting for the scary week to come.and its only friday(early morning?) I bet ill be half-alive on sunday.Maybe ill go on drama-marathon mode and watch 16hours of dramas straight.then sleep late and wake up just in time for school on monday.yeap,that's an effective way of avoiding the subject.Sunday's going to be my brother's 20th birthday too.tsktsk.20!

i think stoning is sucking out my interesting-ness,period.


credits:mixotic@lj
damnit,jokwon is so much more interesting than me.
kwon is love! i love kwon! kwonkwonchoijiwookwonkwon.
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ!

AS YOU CAN SEE,ive moved back to blogger.Told'ya i'd get annoyed with wordpress and move somewhere again.i changed the url though.i dont know if i like it yet.Its a translated rip-off of the song 언제까지.my favourite vip-dedicated song.(This is how creative i am.)

It was a frcking chore trying to find out a way to import all my posts from wordpress to blogger.I think ive been to at least 20 geek-blogs just to find out how.& do you know how difficultly paaainful reading tech blogs or tech guides are!?especially when theyre talking about FTP,Hosts,Java etc etc. T_T but anyways,i figured it out and secured all my posts from wordpress to blogger. && although i wanted to move back to blogger because i wanted to customize my blog more,i tottally forgot that ive not touched HTML for about 2years and therefore i almost uprooted my hair trying to figure it out again.but alas! at 5:19am,everything's more or less okay and i can write this post.

i officially think that i am a qualified techie after going through all that geek stuff.serious! i am matrix i tell you.

off to post my 'moved' sign on wordpress.I think ill still keep it,just in case i want to move back.

& we all know,im only involving myself in this tiring,tedious blogging shizz only so i can make myself occupied enough to not think of the impending future or the impending MONDAY,more specifically.T__T


credits:tagged@bbvipz
top's seungri-fanservice imitation. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ!

I just wanted to share something that MUST be shared.because of its pure awesomeness.i am not kidding,this Nobody (R&B version) cover by K.will is beyond amazing. and i stand by my theory that "Nobody" is thee most versatile song ever.(is versatile the right word? dont know. vocab is limited now >.< you get the idea right?) I mean JYP has spun out 283728391 remixes and i find all of them exciting and nice to listen to.(and yes,i support the idea of releasing a remix album! they'll be better than the yt rips i have on my ipod.its coming out on the 10th :D

credits:ysk0178@youtube

i pangseh-ed ruo & shubaa at the class chalet and went back home at 12 just now.My dad wont let me stayover coz its dangerous and i am precious.MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!

It's coming soon.real soon,i suspect.I really want to say that i'll be able to accept the outcome,good or bad but honestly,i dont really know right now. I want to stand by what i said right after olevels ended;that i tried my best and have no regrets. but paranoia brought about by overthinking and 'what-ifs' are making it hard for me to do so. :/ For now,i'll just try to run away from the subject altogether(this is what i always do anyways) until the day comes and pray for good outcomes till then.

on to other non-life changing events,read my archived entries on my blogspot blog. i had no idea i was that immature and my grammar was that bad.Especially in 2005,i couldnt write in full sentences.uh-huh. i was reading and as much as i try to stay away from 'nostalgia',couldnt help but wished somethings didnt happen and esp in 2006,2006 was not a good year(AT ALL)Reading back,i am to god,whole-heartedly,thankful for a thing called GROWTH.Although on the bright side,some of the entries reminded me of things ive completely forgotten.Like various family vacations that ive had .or how i used to like to do blog surverys.(MUAHAHAHA) and also of the many many many phases that ive had since sec1.(some which id rather forget completely) oh,i deleted the spazz page because i felt like it.muahahahaha.

and im getting annoyed by wordpress coz it has ugly themes. so dont be surprised if i move again.muaahahaha.and everybody's being infected by strong baby virus.cant help it mah,lee seung ri is the new sexyboy with his new-found sexy self.

btw,i love my 옥고양이 to bits!

credits:hottestjieun@bestiz
'뒷모습이' ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Ive been theme hunting the past 2 hours.why does wordpress have ugly themes? and my brain keeps telling me to move to blogger or lj.which leads me to thinking what a asshole i am for not being able to stick to one blog for long. and because of that thought,i re-visited my old blog. and one thing led to another and i found myself reading my 2005-2007 posts. and now,i am in a state of complete cringeworthy shock. because i had no idea i was that stupid and that i had such bad grammar.TSKTSKTSK.