Went to go watch the ndp preview show with ruohan today coz shubaa got extra tickets.Its the first time since primary 5,that i went to see ndp live (sorta) so it was fun.You know,normally ill be the biggest cynic when i watch ndp on tv (ill say things like : i bet the president really just wants to go home) but live i just gawk in awe at how amazing everything looks.If ndp's aim was to make people gawk in awe and say 'zomg,singapore damn cool ah' then im testiment to its sucess.HAHA.I think im past the phase where i act like the biggest cynic,criticizing my own country because i think its cool eventhough deep inside i know that if im not here,life would suck (more than it does now)

OMG.i've matured.
puhahahahahahaha!

Anyways,im doing a meme because afrah tagged me on her blog and it seemed fun and im not lazy.(and coz i have matured,ironically.)
why did she have to give me such random,insane words.


BIGBANG:
the occupants of my heart since uhmm..2007?lol. i love bigbang coz theyre undeniably talented and they have great songs and great concerts. I miss them and want them to come back and release some good old ghetto stuff like 'goodbye baby' & because of them ive also met a real good bunch of friends,whom i love too.BBSG OLDIES FTW.
yeah,i used to think im going to get married to daesung.But since ive matured,now i think 'we're not going to get married,WE'RE FREAKING ELOPING B-TCHES!'
harharhar.

Doraemon:
Uhh,big japanese robocat who has a magic pocket? he is also cute and i love to splurge on useless fake-doraemon merchandise in pasar malams.
for example :Doraemon pouch,doraemon ez-link holder and uhm,Doraemon shower cap.
btw,my doraemon wallet is disintegrating.I swear,its eating up all my money.

Christopher Boone:
I hate him and think that he's the worst fictional character made.In my mind,he looks like Daniel Racliffe meets Napoleon Dynamite. (yes,with the eyebrows too) and no matter what syafiqah says Curious incident of the dog in the night time -- is my enemy.

Drama:
hmm..idk.I guess i used to love it more before than now.Im kinda tired of acting(lol,please take this at face-value.nothng more.i swear) Nonetheless,mj drama is filled with hilarious people and drama sessions are always fun.Visage was fun too. I swear,Della haunts me till today.

Guppies:
small fishes that uhh dont really matter to me because i am not a fish-person.Unless its uhm,fried or steamed or asam pedas. (srsly afrah,i have no idea where you get these words from)

so yes.ive done that. im not going to tag anybody coz thats how i rolll.(HAHAHA.okay no,if you want a meme just uhh... tag and say you do. ill think of some words)



phowar.what a week!

School's been as hectic as ever and every morning i try harder than ever to find something not right to make as an excuse for sleeping in.Maybe im just becoming too healthy or im getting bad at exaggerating body aches or head aches to make them seem like good reasons for not going to school.But alas,i drag my fat ass on the 39 bus every morning. (whether i get a nag session in the car on the way to the bus stop doesnt matter.that,im immune to) Its been a while since i was this silent in my house anyways.Mouth shut,speakers playing Mong's new album or Epik High Remixing the human soul.Ironically,listening to them,alone in the room is like having a conversation with the ones closest to the heart..I like it this way.

Whats new. uhhh. Watched Harry Potter with Khai today after maths remedial (Yes,i need to go for maths remedial T_T) Maybe coz i didnt re-read the book and details have left my brain...but i like it.I get why people dont like it so much coz there wasnt any 'EPIC!' moment in the movie.(I mean,after all that trouble and your telling me the horcrux was fake?!) yeah,i appreciate Draco Malfoy though.He is incredibly tall,lanky,blonde and extremely sexy.& you've got to love RON;its a crime if you dont,really. (but ugh,me and khai just wanted to choke that lavender to death during the movie.SHEISUGLY.HERMIONEISPRETTY.) ahhh,harry potter.you gotta love the pre-teen days! (HARHARHAR.)




SOMEDAY,
i want people to google me because they think im the lyrical genius of their souls or the heroine of their hearts.(they can wiki- me too.doesnt matter.HAHA)
i want to go to starbucks and when its my turn to order,the person says, 'The Usual?"
i want to be able to wander the world,go and come back with no strings attached.
i want to sleep so long,when i wake up i can say ' that was a nice sleep. i dont feel like sleeping for another 5 more mins'
i want to actually do my homework.(on time)
i want to have a huge ass wardrobe for my shoes,so i can walk in and drown in euphoria.
i want to own a daiso. or a tesco. (whatever works.)




i found my article for EOM in 2 mins. (i typed 'article ivory coast child labour' on google.HAHAHA.Rebecca Bloomwood is my hero.) I havent got around to do it yet though,i will. eventually (right?)

so mye results are out in its distorted but true-est form.i dont know what to define as 'bad' or 'unacceptable' anymore.I know i didnt study for most of the subjects. So im gonna just classify everything as 'underpar' for that.if i say im going to work hard now,will i actually? I dont know yet.
So i wont say it.

ive been on random rampant Movement Crew high.Its amazing how many talented people can conjugate to make amazing-ness.i love Gaecko,officially.Dynamic Duo is the shit.I've been youtube-ing the other members and i really like Dok2 and TBNY.
dont ask me why i like korean hip-hop coz most of the time i dont understand the raps without looking at translations.I told you its a rampant high.(Try asking a druggie why he takes drugs?)
its the addictive flows and insane beats,its the sparse english verses that fill me up with bright,bright enlightenment & when i DO look at the translations,im constantly blown away at the wordplay,the rhymes and how these verses reach the depths of my soul so easily.(even if its just dissing.)


I always gawk in awe when i hear people on tv or on korean variety shows talk about how they experienced something that drived them to work so hard to achieve their dreams and get where they are now.

"After being in the accident and miraculously surviving,i realised the true value of life.After that moment,i worked relentlessly to become an accomplished actor...I realised life wasnt worth wasting and since im living,i'd want to grab my dreams whilst i still could.& here i am."
or
"After going to Africa to see the plight of the children there,the teenagers there,i couldnt believe the amount of luxury i've been living in whilst they didnt even have access to clean water.And yet we lived on the same planet!!From then i decided not to just waste my live away and 'follow the flow' like i always did. i studied hard,worked hard to make my life on earth worthwhile whilse it lasted...&here i am."
or
"Seeing my grandmother bring me up with such passion and hard work after my parents passed on,drived me to work hard,if not for me,for her.I wanted all my grandmother's hard work and sacrifice from bringing up to be worthwhile...& here i am."
or
'im forever grateful to that moment.if not for it, i wouldnt be here now.."

I wonder if its the same for everybody.Do we all have to experience a life-changing moment to motivate us to work continuously hard to achieve our 'dreams'?If we do,then what about those who just live life passively and dont meet this 'moment'? Do we just accept and live in mediocrity,without a 'drive',semi-knowing that we will die without achieving our highest hopes and dreams?

If saving energy was this yummy,the earth wont be ailing like it is now.
& i officially stamp my seal on 0:18-0:25. (imnotsharing.)
hahahaha @jay-taec height difference.(그래도,리드자 사랑해!)

I WANT TO GO TO THE LIBRARY AND READ FLUTTERY BOOKS.
NAOW.
damn,i miss rachel hawthorne's fluttery books.theyre fun to read and not depressing.
unlike bronte.tsktsksk.