i love mulan.it's my favourite disney movie.i just love mushu and the lucky cricket and mulan's quirky grandmother and mulan's soldier friends and the retarded ancestors. it helps that mulan is asian. you know how much i embrace the orient! i like mulan as a character too,she's like the epitome of female-cross dresser!

i have to pack for drama camp now. its very troublesome coz there's pe tomorrow too. and ill have to bring along a uniform for saturday's parent orientation day. and it's not helping that my dad's all bitchy with me because he has to cancel his golf-appointment on saturday (to attend the POS.)I already told him about it like a month ago T_T my parents havent been making sense lately,but i try not to let them get to me because nobody gains from arguing with two parties who dont make sense.

There's Height & Weight tomorrow. in an ideal world,i would say that im a free-spirited hippie who doesnt give a shit about h&w because i love myself the way i am,but too bad, this is not utopia.

& i am kinda,no,very sad that i cant go to korea in june with za,nari,jojo,tall friend,jongx and nessa.DDDDD: but its okay, i will live (only with a little more sadness)
but still,i wont die.

imo,intuition totally wins.Because most of the time i find myself relying on what i 'feel' is right rather than relying on what 'is' right.like for example now,the right thing to do is to start on my 4 pages long geog tuto and print my volcanoe lecture notes (yeap,still not done from the previous blog entry) but here i am,relying on my gut feeling that blogging is the most important and 'right' thing to do now.i swear,time management only becomes 'real' AFTER you screw up.

Science fiesta was today.and zomg? its like ive forgotten EVERYTHING! methanol,ethanol,alcohol+acid =??,circuits,short-circuit,resistivity,current,yadayadayada.im ashamed to say mdm chan taught me chemistry last year.and for the bio-stations i basically just,O_O at everything. but i did draw a very cute dragon for one bio station.my dragon was purple and he has 'chicken feet'(literally)

& i feel the need to rant about GP lessons.i dont get why we need to 'copy' down her slides in this day and age where technology allows us to download and print.I dont learn 'anything' from copying.and the fact that she bores me to death in the subject i was MOST keen and excited about really makes me mad. i miss E.T!

MY COLONIZE HOODY HAS ARRIVED! YAAAAAY! but not so much yay coz MJ's LTs are not cold.they're warm.im not kidding.but still,im excited anyway!
and i know you've had enough of my 'i miss'-es but im gonna squeeze one more in anyway;
i miss korean class and my songsaengnim DDD: (and her really nice ahjumma curly hair)

ps! if i could,i'd say(to youknowwho);dont be saaad,its really okay! :D

before anyone reports my blog as being dead,ahem jarratt ong, im updating!its 11:21 now and i should be better off sleeping or printing my geog volcanoes lecture notes or finding for my pe tshirt but i had a sudden urge to blog.and as the world knows, sudden urges cannot be fought off.

before i ramble on what's been happening and how tired i am,i wanna say that i really really really miss 4/7 and the retards in YT.i miss spending only $1.50 during recess everyday,i miss english lessons with mr teo,i miss fighting with the almighty weetoonhuey,i miss insulting eugene lam and the other retards,i miss sleeping in amaths,i miss zaki's lame jokes and i really cant believe im saying this but i kinda miss SPA! okay,maybe not the SPA part,but my SPA partner SYLVIAA! gah,i miss you bunch of retards! (note:WU RUOHAN,IS NOT INCLUDED IN THE 'MISSED' LIST)

SO!on friday was yuding's birthdaaaay and our impromptu surprise party for her at her void deck at 11:30 pm was a success!Aside from the fact that me and ruohan(with our BARNEY party hats) forgot where yuding's house was and ended up running around the 10th floor like idiots and we argued for 10 mins whether to get yuding a cactus or a sunflower and we had to wait 1hr for the pastamania to come,everything was goood!&&peektures!stolen from yuding's blog lol.
I did get 'grounded' for coming home at 1 though.but its okay coz it's worth it and my parents forgot all about 'grounding' coz the next day i still went out.PUHAHAHAHAHA.

& there was road race! and we run-walked? yeah.okay,normally i curse the thought of running,but run-walking is fun.khairiah hanged out with 09a302 again.HAHAHA.and the amount of (positive) eavesdropping i did that day is enough to last me a lifetime.The number of times i smiled to myself secretly was also alarmingly high.I seriously think i should stop.its not a big deal,but i just think i should stop giggling.really.me no want to be a giggly girl.(khai thinks its perfectly fine though. she thinks we shouldnt stop giggling)
and its okay if you think i dont make sense.SUB-TEXT PEOPLE! SUB-TEEEEEEXT!

THEN,i went to suntec to meet my favourite bbsg bunch for ZAJANGNIM'S SURPRISE BIRTHDAAAY.i went straight after road race,in my very very very very bright yellow atlas shirt (that ive grown to love.) I love surprise parties,i get all excited and nervous even if im just supposed to sit there and hide my face with the swensen's menu.but nonetheless,happy birthday yudingg and zaaaaa!

wuruohan thinks my blog is too wordy. but i dont care because words are for the effing win.
ps! there's draaama tomorrow. and ive lost all my acting abilities.
and ps! school is money sucking vampire that has sucked me dry of me money.
&& pps! i think connie ho's jokes are REAAAAALLY LAME.(but its okay coz she is bimbo :DD) hahaha connie!
PPPPPS! GEE IS STUCK IN MYHEAD FOR THE FRICKING INFINITY TIME TODAY.



i really do! mr jyp really needs to give more more more songs and promotional activities for 2pm! so i can see my okcat more often.PLEASE MR JYP-SIR! (i love your transparent plastic pants! i swear)
My ipod is rotting currently because i dont have any new songs to add! Due to the fact that both BigBang and 2pm is inactive right naow.NOT TO MENTION WONDERGIRLS or Hyori or Epik or Mong or any other people that i love.Its exasperating coz i feel the need to download something new,and the songs that are up for download are really pathetic.really!
& although im blogging,and it seems like im quite free,i am not.An hour on the computer everyday is a suuper duuper reduction from 12 hours on the computer everyday. and this means i dont have time to download my mega-huge HDTV quality files of Family Outing or Intimate Note (with bigbang) DDDDD: I cant even go pic/gif-hunting at bestiz.This makes me sad. DD: very saad.

Econs is really hopeless because i dont really get what we're supposed to do. and as much as i try to pay attention during lectures,mostly i go O.O or just nod my head in vain, thinking 'if i nod,maybe ill magically understand' T__T its also hopeless because everytime i WANT to start on the project thingum,i feel like sleeping. and since i am goddess at self discipline,when i feel like sleeping,i REALLY sleep.

oh,like now where i was JUST about to open the powerpoint again, but yaaaaawn. im going to sleep.

procastination is one persistant bitch.

just a quick one before this memory becomes less vivid.

1) BREAKOUT WAS AWESOME! AWESOME TO MAXIMUM CORE!it was funny as hell! ESPECIALLY THE VERY RAD 'JOKER' and uhm the very very sexy 'dandy' puahahahaha. the bboying was fricking raad laa!I didnt even mind that i was seated at circle 4 which is the fourth level from the stage! The moves were top-notch and i got reminded of LFO and bboy stone! mr choi minseok plz!.The popper was real good too! Although,his chest pops were not as sexy as Poppin Q's! I loved the bgirls too! SERIOUS! AND JIN HEE IS SUUPER PRETTY! ah,so pretty and so talented. the world is unfaaaaair.but the best thing was the beat-boxing.i swear it's so good its freaky! Dope seriously pwns all. No wonder he's one of the top few beat-boxers in korea! I had a good time catching up with BBSG TOO! and hahaha,our future looks very bright naow! and for the record,so in the future people will know;I AM FRIEND'S WITH ZAZA!:DD


angel-whore = my favourite phrase naow. blame 'women in literature.'

First thing,couple t-shirts imo are thee worst form of PDA ever.EVER! i saw like millionzxzx of them today and i cant help but stare at them.I think the worst one i saw today was this couple at suntec that wore shirts with the infinity sign '∞' and it read 'I will love you forever'
(deliberate dramatic pause)
PUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i was eating my YAMI yoghurt and almost threw out the processed stale milk from my mouth when i saw that.SERIOUSLY PEOPLE! ENOUGH WITH THE CHEEESE ALREADY! I think is one of the silent things that proves that ultimately women are the controlling sex coz girls manage to get guys wear these shirts.But no,im not going to go on about sexual dominance coz there's already too much of that in literature lectures.

I just got home from a swensen's meal at the airport.initially,i didnt wanna go out coz 1) mama didnt let me go out with afrah etc and 2) i was watching 'Becoming Jane' aka James Mcavoy is one hot sexy irishman-heaven. but being the fillal daughter i succumbed to appa's sudden craving for ice-cream.

oh! and happy valentines/friendship day! and flowers are over-rated and THEY ARE SO NOT WORTH FOUR FUCKING DOLLARS. Food is nice though. VERY NICE. (so give food instead of flowers!) ps! I LOVE RUOHAN AND YUDING (much more yuding tho) FOR COMING TO MY HOUSE (secretly,when i was asleep) TO HAND ME A VERY NICE CARD! (only yuding's part because ruohan's part sucked.)Vday at school was hyped too! surprisingly,i felt a lot of love from people that i met only 2 weeks ago.HAHAHA.

I need a blardy 'stardate' seriously.Im not even keeping up with what im supposed to do/buy/borrow/bring everyday.

& in the spirit of vday,
친구들 사랑해요!
&& of course!
대성아,사랑해!^^

im not kidding okay. its very painful. ALL BECAUSE of the prettier(but more stupid) sister who threw a tantrum because i wanted her to give my new phone back. she kicked me and i dodged but somehow her feet landed on the tip of my thumb and coz her legs are effing strong,there's like bloodclot or something in my thumb and its excruciatingly painful to type.

ive lost faith in american idol because stupid effing kara whats-her-face and her best buddy something-abdul and the dawg plus simon ( i like him,deal with it) didnt put JAMAR through to the top 36. SERIOUSLY?! and they let that bimbo kristin whats her face in?! and effing nick 'gentle'?!?! i think someone fed the judges drugs or something! even that annoying rathole TATTITITITITITIANA got in!sorry for being a total jacintha-bitch but SERIOUSLY?! JAMAR IS EFFING GREEEAT! and i love his face piercings! whywhywhy! DDD:

okay,so school has been surprisingly tiring. i havent been sleeping in lectures although i have a big urge to.But my lectures are surprisingly entertaining like in literature where our tutor bursts into opera mode or when our other lecturer names famous woman in greek mythology 'angel-whores' (my new favourite phrase okay) but the long breaks in between are really tiring!I DID go to e-hub on tuesday to eat gelare waffles though. coz tuesday is HALF-PRICE! it was really nice! and so was cutting break on the first day to eat mcdonalds.i am juvenile,deal with it.(okay not really.lol)09A302 is really made of a unique bunch of people. sometimes too unique i cant catch what they say. but ill learn to eventually. i hope?
I submitted my cca choices already and im sticking to what i can do instead of trying something new coz 2 years is just to short to go through all that 'newb' thing. so yeah,drama.(dont giggle.)

BREAKOUT MAN!AH BBOYS. CANT WAAAAIT! I MISS BBSG!

& tmr's vday! aka peer pressure day! (okay,kidding) and i still havent do my vday shizz so ill do it now.
&& HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY SHUBAAAA MY MISSSED MONKEY FRIENDD! i am sorry that i didnt call you at 12am to surprise you. i fell asleeep.

OKAY! so my body is aching everywhere because of the extensive moving we did the past 3 days of orientation.It ended superbly with our finale,rock O.N yesterday night! and the thing is,i dont even mind that my muscles ache everytime i move.If anybody ever doubted 'orientation high',saying it's untrue or whatever,i will gladly testify that it is 100% true.seriously. I,like khai, am very much loving mj now. and much more so my house,atlaaaas!
ALSO ALSO,There's one more thing that makes me happy to the point of (sometimes) deliriously giggling.KHAI KNOWS WHY.
PUAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D!

i kid you not when i say the house spirit in mj is crazy.it really is! *does banana cheer!rofl*
and i love atlas 1/09A302! because 1) all of us are lit freaks who love to discuss homosexuality and homophobia passionately (LIKE ME!) & 2) we're kinda small and its like we're in our own world. which explains our reason for doing out of the world things which kinda makes me shy sometimes.
but its okay! (On a slightly more slumpy note,for the first time in my life i cant think of anything to say sometimes and just keep quiet.I dont know,maybe its coz im not fully comfortable yet.or i let inferiority and paranoia get the better of me. i hope this feeling subsides soon coz i really do miss how natural things are with ruohan and shubaa and 4/7 where i can sarcastically say anything i want without holding back for fear of being judged.)

it's getting late and i need to go pack etc.go to khai's blog to read whatever happened during orientation and thats exactly what happened to me.only in my case,it was with an adorable group of classmates and much much much much more of the reason that makes us both super happy + giggly. (yeap,khai's jealoooous.)okay,im joking! (you do know how hard she hits right!)

tomorrow's first lecture is at 11:25. this means ill have about 3++ hours to snooze and watch movies in the library.PUAHAHAHAH. art students ftw.

PS! i am really missing out on big bang and boys over flowers noaw. which makes me sad.
i still love you dae!♥♥
PPS! TABLO'S REFERENCE TO OBAMA IN HIS DRUNKEN FREESTYLE RAP MAKES ME HAPPY!
PPPPS! BREAKOUT THIS WEEK BAAAAABY!

i must be fated with yellow coz i ended up in atlas which is yellow house but its okay,coz any house in mj is exciting! khairiah is in callisto which is blue(which is not fair coz their shirt is nicer) but its okay!very okay! khai knows why! PUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Orientation today was really something!Our principal abseiled down the school building for the opening ceremony,and she told us to have fun and went all 'Wheeee~!'(literally) & i am very tired after moving so much today.

and my classmates are really unique!The fact that all of us take H2lit and H1maths says everything. Like typical artsy fartsy 'deeeep' lit people,we are very weird. like our hobbies which are mainly;reading and/or sleeping! and the guys are sensitive at heart. and you KNOW HOW WELL I CONNECT WITH SENSITIVE AT HEART-people! & we have this cheer-brain guy who teaches us new cheers every second.so we pwn cheering too.PUAHAHAHAHA. and there's only like 17 of us! i swear,we arts people are a dying minority.

we'll be running around singapore tomorrow,i am so excited to not be the ONLY one complaining about that. yeah,most of us hate running too. damn,i've found my own breed.

PS! Tablo (my life-hero) is dating Kang Hye Jung,the quirky actress under YG! tablo has found looove! yay tablo! but i hope he doesnt stop writing sad songs about the topic though.i love his sad,angsty love songs.

my heart hurts.like you know that kind of 'korean-drama-hit-your-chest-repeatedly-kind-of-pain'?Pain that chokes.yeah. thats how im feeling right now.

i will miss you, my very new iphone with my very very new taecyeon wallpaper and my 10gb worth of songs and videos.ah,typing that out is very much painful.
so dont contact me kay!I'll get back my old number once my dad comes back to singapore next week,so till then ill be using my mama's number.which means ill only contact people if completely necessary.

it's strange that i almost-never have emo posts but when i do,theyre about losing inanimate objects.irony kills. but karma's the ultimate bitch that bites you in the ass.



I swear,now i fully and perfectly understand what the terms 'confused' and 'dazed' mean.As all first days,it was very very confusing!Me and khai reached school on the dot at 7:30 coz we took the later bus. we were prepared to exclaim 'we live in EEEEE-SHUN!' if they hold us back for late coming. & then we were seperated like sad orphans in the hall because we were in different admin groups.
But overall the first day was okay la!I had a very big urge to open my mouth and say something in the demo lectures because of my intrinsic need to talk constantly.But i managed to keep to myself due to this ovewhelming feeling of inferiority.Speaking of that,that particular feeling practically stuck to me and khai the whole day.Although the demo lectures were pretty interesting and most of the teachers were entertaining!I do think im doomed in econs though,i was a living bobble-head during the demo lecture when they were talking about the rising price of bak kwa.Darn,i feel the ms chin-amaths sleeping syndrome coming back. T_____T