i felt the need to write my last post of 2008&i couldnt wait till 11:59 am because im currently waiting for the long long awaited MBC gayo show to come on aka WONDERBANG GOODNESS. and when im done watching/spazzing about it,it will already be 2009. so here goes,2008. i have nothing to say,really. i guess ive not really 'looked back' on the year much.maybe when i do ill edit the post again. but knowing me,i probably wont. 2009,im scared shitless of you.

TODAY/TECHNICALLY YESTERDAY,WAS THE LONG AWAITED SBS GAYO DAEJUN.& i hurt my ass sitting on the floor whilst waiting for it to come on.I LOVE MY TVANTZ. & AFTER WATCHING; 1)WONDERBOYS!(only seungri and jokwon tho.shindong is just scary X_X PS JOKWON IS LOVE) 2)Seungri&Jay in the dance battle (imo,jay pwned it.and seungri is :D) 3)THE MOVEMENT HIP HOP STAGE WITH GD,TOP&DYNAMIC DUO!!(fave stage <3 i love my sexy MCs! WORD!) 4) YOUNGBAE GETTING HIGH WHILST WATCHING THE MOVEMENT STAGE 5)2PM LIGHT SABER PERF.(ㅋㅋㅋㅋ) 6)YOUNGBAE'S FAWESOME PIANO PIECE! 7)DAERI DAERI MUSIC DRAMA! (DAERI IS WORLD NOW<3) 8) MY TAEC'S CAMEO IN THE MUSIC DRAMA(& TAEC'S LONG LEGS) 9) THE ALWAYS INCREDIBLE,BIG BANG PERFORMING OHAHOH & HEAVEN 10) and the highlight of my night,SEUNGRI PERFORMING STRONG BABY.(CRACK!) id spazz more,but its 3:35 am and im tired.i shall update the spazz page with spazzable vidz,tmr.(or maybe not.lol)

seriously. this not-knowing-whattodo-ness is driving me insane. i even created a spazz page coz i had nothing else to do.Im still not sure if i want to keep it though.Im not sure of anything basically. I did go to the zoo today tho.was dragged,more like it.The white tigers look restless.i bet theyve been given a lot of drugs.I think all the animals living in zoos are given drugs just to make them more tourist-friendly. Cant help feel sorry for the poor anim-s,CAPTIVATION SUCKS! i did learn a lot of stuff . very educational fun facts. LIKE,DID YOU KNOW ALL TIGERS ARE ASIAN? like FTW MANXZ! ASIANS:1 RESTOFTHE WORLD : 0

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THE VERY VERY VERY VERY SEXY,186CM TALL,OHSOHANDSOME OCK TAECYEON! oh ps,i decided to change things around with a new theme and a new tittle.but being a fickle minded loser,i'll probably be changing it again and again until i get bored or lazy.(probably the latter)

im getting used to only updating a few days once,it makes it look like i sort of have a life this way! :D AND FYI,i have been having a life this past week.First off,i contributed to Singapore's non-existant domestic tourism industry by staying at sentosa for one night with my family.It was quite fun,we visited the merlion and although it was overpriced(isnt everything in sentosa overpriced? x_x) it was fun because we came with my grandparents and they had a good time! then the entire hml crew sleptover at my house and we got obsessed with america ferrera whilst watching sisterhood of the travelling pants.lol ( IM SERIOUS,AMERICA FERERA IN SISTERHOOD IS THE EPITOME OF PISSY,EMOTIONAL AND PMS) it was mighty fun. but because we're such mighty losers with little social life 80% of the time we didnt know what to do/were trying to figure out what to do.ㅋㅋㅋㅋbut we did play a lot of happy family and snap which khai clearly sucked at.And before they left,they dragged me swimming.(kay,maybe they didnt drag,i just didnt have an excuse not to go. ._.) and we all know how much i hate swimmming,and wetness,and coldness.so i was a big party pooper,freezing to death. whilst khai,syara and the rebel TIBBYafrah swam happily. On sunday was bbsg's 1st anniv/xmas celebration so we went to sentosa(I KNOW! AGAAAAIN ㅋㅋㅋ) and it was pwnaaaage! we played amazing race and was running all over the island.we played the lu-gay(MUAHAHAH) like twice and because im such an accident hazard i injured vanvan (SORRY VAN D:) and also this woman whom i hit when i was riding the luge.(SORRY WOMAN D:) and i had a great time,although it was the first time i excercised during the holidays and my body ached(lol) then we went back to vivo and had the gift exchange and ate the very very very nice photo cake! and I ATE DAE'S FACE! it was yummy. chocolatey and all! then we made videos for cyndi and sarah and 'the future us' lol. AND SYIFA the bimbo(HAHAHA)IS MY FELLOW GAGWOMAN! :D! SSAMSSAMMOGO & van who's jaw hurts because of me (SORRY VAAN D:) & our shiny(SHINEE) faces during the amazing race CREDITS: VANLUXX THEE AHJUMMA :D PS : WONDERBANG 31ST DECEMBER BABY! & speaking of baby;STRONG BABY PERFORMANCE 29TH! :D

SO! today i set a new self-record!woke up at 5:30pm and thats just a "guestimation" and other than that ive been on planet 'figuringmynewphoneout' so ive not even thought about blogging. does anybody realise the dilemma one goes through after getting a new iphone?jailbreak,no jailbreak,jailbreak,no jailbreak? and ive been reading countless tech-geek blogs and guides this past few days just to understand certain things on my iphone. you could say im a qualified geek now. i know what SSH,Jailbreak,Bricking, is okay! but its been tough! itunes is  ass man. but everything is working now. i decided not to jailbreak and use my dad's itunes account instead.he says i can spend on apps but for now im just going to be satisfied with free apps. so aside from being temporarily obsessed with my iphone.(and ps,SSANG KYU APPA FOR GETTING ME IT) yesterday we went to eat some ultra expensive haagen daaz ice-cream at an ultra artsy-fartsy,foreigner infested place,holland village.lol.coz my dad's longtime friend came and he wanted to treat us some expensive ice-cream? and after that we went to popular to get some pens etc for my siblings for the upcoming school year.(its a bit early tho?) but i got all excited because i suddenly had a primary 1 urge to do arts and craft with crayons and what not. and maybe coz my mother had 20% off,she let us splurge just a bit and i bought colour paper.AHAHAHA. i dont know what i want to do with it tho,i just wanted to buy it. what? YOU CANT STOP MY SPENDING URGES! oh! AND ON THURSDAY,we had a hml outing(w/o lifen of course she's in the big C!) and we watched NICK&NORAH's inifnite playlist!it was <3. oriental gays PWN the world. and then we watched juno at my house and they swam and then they went home at around 12? lol.its always like this when they visit my house.thats coz im juvenile,rebel,wildchildxzxzxz! (uhuh,rightt) and on friday we went to johor via bus again.it was my father's first time taking the bus to johor in his entire lifetime.(the man doesnt even have an ezlink) and i bought a pair of vans. and we watched the day the earth stood still.(because there wasnt anything else to watch) it was okay? i thought it had a very straightfoward and clear message. but i thought the message of "HEY YOU FUCKTARD HUMANS? STOP DESTROYING THE EARTH!" could be brought across with more impact(ahah) if they showed how the human race was destroying the earth.coz now,EVERYBODY knows that humans in general are destroying the earth.what they dont want to realise is that it is THEM,as in WE,as in you and me, are destroying the earth with our daily actions. and if the movie was able to potray more of the daily actions that we do,then i feel the message would be more effective. but what do i know eh? and,happiness has recently knocked on my door :D. GLOBAL WARNING + HOT TOUR DVD IS ON PRE-ORDER ON YESASIA. and im mighty happy coz it feels like an entire lifetime of waiting! YAAAAY! FINALLY MAAAN.i need to relive bangkok GWT moments.coz right now,it feels surreal that i actually saw big bang live before. D: Ive been having eye-problems recently.it just gets teary and all painful at random times,just the right eye tho.Mama says she thinks there is an ulcer in my eye.which is scary because ulcers in the mouth are painful enough,im going to the doctor's tomorow. we shall see.i hope they dontlike err,cut or do anything scary. because im scared shitless. OW.

>(MY) mr 키와  얼굴!  Why the hell is it bloody cold now? it was cold yesterday,its cold today.or maybe its just my fingertips.they feel very cold typing on my abnormally warm keyboard.it was raining the entire day yesterday.poor sheeps,getting slaughtered in the cold.and yeah,i ate my share of lamb yesterday.infact there's still a pot full of lamb downstairs at the kitchen.i was cranky yesterday morning because i only slept for 3 hrs the night before because i was trying to recover from last4one withdrawal syndrome. PS,the last day was almost as epic as the day before.Its sad that they have to leave D: but i couldnt ask for more! bbsg has definitely left our huge and unremovable mark with  LFO.and although,i wasnt a very big part of that mark,i enjoyed it while it lasted! CHOI MIN SEOK FTW! TILL NEXT YEAR!<3(fosho!) today.after about 10 months persuasion from my mother,i finally followed her swimming.(AND BECAUSE I DID,I GET TO BUY MY COLONIZE HOODY! SSANG KYU MAMA!)it was cold.i know i should probably use the facilities around my home more,but swimming is not enjoyable man. all that cold water. and i dont like swimming in broad daylight.its so,err exposing? and i dont like it when my hair gets swimming pool water wet. you know some annoyingly gifted people have hair that shine and can throw back their hair perfectly when they come out of the water? all i have is clumps of hair that are sticking to all sides of my face and it makes me look like a hairy-faced freak.'shine'.tsk! Oh! and i spent my hari raya yesterday watching an abundance of movies all thanks to my movie-buff of an uncle.I watched both hellboy movies(HOW IRONIC,watch hellboy on one of the holy-est days of the year.TSK,SU!) and Stardust( i like journey/fairy tale movies like this.now,i want to be a star(literally) and glow when im in love.That'll save the effing trouble of saying the three overused words.) and speaking of yesterday's occasion. i think im going to die next year when both my parents go for a month.i hate being the most responsible child.roar! And D:,BigBang's not gonna perform for Golden disk. NOOOOO. i was hoping for some banging collab.(hyobang,wonderbang,that kinda happy shizz.)i wonder what happened. AND,FO IS PWN.FO BRINGS ME MUCH HAPPINESS.SO MUCH SO,I LOVE EVERY EFFING SECOND OF IT. 'i love you.we are the world.prisonbreak.'-stepmother kim suro,using all the english words he knew in one line. and im having ridiculous,bi-polar thoughts of moving to lj,or eeep! blogger again.

KEKEKEKEKEKE.i am now a very very very happy fangirl.Went to watch bboys again today,since its their second last day here D: I am though,sad that they are effing leaving and i didnt come down to see them more. but its okay! NEXT YEAR! (one dream.plzplzplzplzplz!) i am happy because 1)bbsg totally pwns the entire world.i am not effing kidding you.and zaza totally own everybody.again,i do not kid. all hail ZA! & 2) coz Bboy stone (who ive decided is my favourite,although theres manymany people in team stone now.) is amazing. and i am euphoric because his skills are rad MAD! and he's smiles are amazing especially when theyre pointed towards me and he's 'BABYBABYBABY" dance is <33 and his love for Nobody is <33 x infinity.and i was happy because i had a greeat time laughing with syifa and miroo whilst waiting and had fun playing uno in the middle of square2 (like we owned the place lol) and im happy because jojo's theory of good things happens to good people stands :D and im happy because i sang Only you outloud walking on the way home because nobody was around. also happy because i screamed and spazzed freely today.and although i have no pictures with any bboys cept for the bbsg one,i am still happy because honestly,i have no courage to ask. but im still happy because the memories are enough for me.and extremely happy coz my dreams have been actively involving 2pm and my taecyeon. im kinda all dizzy from being happy and i couldnt stop thinking back and grinning at the whole beggin' performance at 7pm. and people were looking at me weird in the mrt and bus. but i dont care,because i was happy!  i am so happy that my face is in pain from smiling and am so happy that i dont even mind that i have 'hat-hair' that makes me look like an egg-head due to the overuse of my fedora. or the fact that i hadnt eaten anything the whole day or the fact that appa was mad when i came home. and that was my happy rambling.and im happy because througout posting this,i am smiling ear to ear. happy word count :12. so what does this prove? i forgot my vocabulary and my grammar skills suck naow.not to mention spelling and punctuation and conjunctions. E.teo would be dissapointed . but still,i am happy. HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY. new happy word count:30.

i kinda said id blog about prom but now that i think about it,i really have nothing to say.because i had an okay time and everyone i knew looked great.i never once took prom seriously so i just wore whatever umma and my vain sister gave me too.and i had fun dancing,eventhough i couldnt technically 'dance' i was just moving body parts like how i felt like it. i guess you could say that qualifies as dancing. but i dont think so coz everybody else was dancing differently than me,but id like to think that my dancing/moving body parts is unique. very unique! it must be cause i was fusing too many korean dance steps,or maybe because im just weird.(but its okay coz TAEC's weird too.and so is kwon ji yong and sunmi from wg! but theyre doing fine!)oh but we minorly did the NOBODY dance and the KOHJIDMAL and BABYBABY dance with reshma and muz. it was fun. lol. Anyhoos,i think thats all.but i am surprised at the extent people can go just for prom. maybe its just me,i find some aspects of prom ridiculously funny.Here we are,a progressing world trying to move away from monarchy and here are teenagers trying to crown their own 'prom queen' and 'prom king' the whole idea is just too high school musical-ish.Maybe its just in human nature to have such titles of popularity/power,just to comfort themselves,maybe not.i dont know yet.Anyway,my favourite literature classmate won prom king! GO HEMANT!! (as much as i <3 you,please dont ask me weird questions again tho) Enough about prom,on to bigger news!(to me anyways.muahahaa)i watched worlds within till ep 10 now.i kinda love it! its very real.(not that i now much of reality) but it is.Although i find song hye kyo's character very flawed.but i like her hyun bin scenes. their very very cute. However,as i am female,i like the bad bad bad guy more.Song kyu ho the ultimate man-bitch director thats played by Uhm Ki Joon. He's so badass and rude and bitchy and mean and immoral but i love him.i love the way he treats people like theyre nothing but mere pawns in his game,like he owns everybody.If i meet someone like him in real life i'd prolly hate his guts. but he's fictional! thats the best part! i also like that he's opening his heart to the weird girl hye jin.(see,i told you weird people are doing fine!) i also finished new moon.i KNOW i KNOW,its been AAAAGES! but i havent bring myself to finish it coz there's so little EDWARD in it(not that i dont like jacob,i do.) and its so heartbreaking reading about the heartache bella faces (so much so that she feels it physically,literally)but i finally sat down and read the entire book yesterday morning from 12am to 430 am(AHAH!) and im very very satisfied.Im going to change my definition of true love(or whatever you call it) to Edward-bella.and im going to buy a copy of eclipse(not with my own kaching of course!) and finish it before my movie outing with khai,and ruz! speaking of that,i really wanna watch muallaf because its the only kind of malay movie that i would like.i like the director.she's crafty.and also NICK&NORAH'S INFINITE PLAYLIST coz i read the book. and i loved the vulgarities in the book. dont ask me why i like profanities,im childish that way ROAR. and itll be my first NC16 movie! AHAHAHAHAHA! dont roll your eyes,you know you get excited bout this kinda things too! and today's my parent's 21st anniversary. THATS RIGHT,DOUBLE-DIGITS FTW! uncommon these days huh? they went out today and left me to take care of the kids (this includes my turning 20 brother -.-) i swear,im too responsible for my own good.(~aaaaaay!) SOMEONE KILL ME ALRDY! credit:타탑윤아,bbvips DIE!DIE!DIE SOMEMORE! R.I.P? well at least i died in the presense of hotness.

prom was today.it was entertaining.shall blog about it later when im not feeling so fangirl. for now,i mustmustmust post this up coz i cant contain my spazzingness to myself.i cant contain my taecyeon love.its expanding at the speed of light! these are cuts from taec's xanga survey! (from a while back,but still its the same taec!) credit : SUPERSTAR@onedayforum

+ What's sexiest on a guy : Khun is very hot and sexy~~~@!!!@!~ + What's sexiest on a girl : Taec is very hot and sexy~!~@!~#

LMAO. i think he's just trying to say that KHUN and him are very hot and sexy.which i agree with. because he is,and we all know nickhun is very very hot. (TAEC-KHUN LOVE!)

+ Would you rather be on time and look okay or late and look great : i always look great

AHEHEHEHEHEHEH. (i love you MOAR MOAR!)

+ Do you swear : i swear too much now-.-;;; THANKS TO NICH KHUN HORJVESKUL

@&!#^@&# TAEC-KHUN LOVE! and he typed out khun's full name<3 (HORJVESKUL,thats not typing gibberish okay!)

+ Is music important to you : this is a very sad story but music is my job.... + Do you sing? : i dont want to!!!! they make me!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHAHA! I DONT WANT TO!! THEY MAKE ME!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA! LOL @ TAEC THE RAPPER. but he has a very nice voice what! very sexy and very manly and very deep lol. minus the occasional hilarious (BUT CUTE) voice cracks his singing owns!

+ Things you hate: girl who say she doesnt like me but in fact like me and just saying i dont like you just because they want to play hard to get!!! + Things you love: girl who say she doesnt like me but in fact like me and just saying i dont like you just because they want to play hard to get!!!

MY FAVE ANSWER. GAH, OCK TAECYEON. I EFFING LOVE YOU.

im all ranty because ive been waiting for ohmygirl ep 7 to be uploaded on megaupload the entire day and the uploaders,STILL have not uploaded it yet.im so bloody desperate to watch this that i even downloaded bitcomet to get the torrent version thats been uploaded lah.AND THE THING ABOUT TORRENT IS;the download rate is as bipolar as kwon jiyong(HARHAR!) one second its 45kb/s and the next its a crawling 2kb/s. its driving me NUTS! NUTS I TELL YOU. patience,i need you now. i think everybody's just paranoid over the impending/ongoing economic crisis!all this cost-cutting in my opinion is just making things worse.I dont know a shizz about money/stocks/complicated math stuff but i do know that over-cost cutting is a pain in the neck! Eg WHY MUST LONG JOHN CHARGE 20 CENTS FOR EFFING TARTAR SAUCE! THATS BASICALLY ILLOGICAL! soon they're gonna be charging 10cents for each straw you take! or maybe even charge you for the amount of air you breathe in during your stay! or the amount of crumbs thats leftover on your plate! sheeesh. damnit,its 0kb/s now. KILL ME NOW. k,i died.