i think watching 'critical' mj soccer matches are extremely stress relieving.Ironically of course! since half the match your practically going nuts with anxiety.But the thing is,you get rid of all the negative energy in you and direct to the 90minute-enemy.you shout,scream,curse and you feel hecka good about it. After all that,although it pains you to be defeated T_T,you feel cleansed.(at least i did!)still,go mj!

this week has been exhausting!(THANK GOD IT IS OVER.) oh yes,on wednesday we got our positions in house comm (technically,we knew we were in on tuesday evening.) && i am really thanking god that syaf & cons got in too. because we said it'd be AWESOME if all three of us could get in. and it really is! Kay,so i didnt get publicity & connie thinks i got a free upgrade to secretary. (ehh,erase all the freaky monica-lewinsky theories in your deranged minds NOW! this means you erfi azhar and queen asyraf) Honestly,i was shocked at first (NOT UPSET,CONS.really! just shocked.) initially, i was worried itll be too big of a job but now i say 'BRING IT ON BABYYY~!'I HATH NO FEAR. oh yes! GO ATLAAAS HOUSE COMM!let's give our best-est x infinity! highlighter people pwn the worldzx!
OHOHOH! a real late congrats to the rest of us who have our ugly mugshots pasted on the house boards! (okayokay,my mugshot is actually quite okay.i dont look like a sri lankan maid,AT ALL!)

So,what being in house comm and with VISAGE coming up in 3 weeks ill be hell busy. & the weather is not fucking cooperating.Given,it's been cooler compared to last week but UNTIL SINGAPORE GIVES ME SNOW,I WILL NOT BE SATISFIED DAMN IT.

taecyeon is sexy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND KHAIRIAH. I HOPE YOU LIKE MY RETARDED JEMPUTAN-CARD PRESENT!
ps! ms lai says that your thermometer is your ULTIMATE WEAPON now and you MUST NOT LOSE IT.
so yeah,try provoking me
& ILL ATTACK YOU WITH MY THERMOMETER,YOU SWINE!

미스터 강에게..
생일축하해!
앞으로도,계석 웃음하고 살아요!너의 웃음은 나의 힘이니까! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ.

i dont even know it that^ is grammatically correct.heck,i dont even know if its spelt correctly.this is how rusty my korean is. SAD D: but anyways,i make myself laugh at my cheesy-ness when it comes to birthday messages. someone should shoot me.

THANK GOD THIS WEEK HAS ENDED.i dont know what i would do without fridays!
(mind you,this will be a mighty long post.THOUGHTS.IN.MIND.NEED.CLEARING.)

I didnt have anything after school today so me and khai went to tampines mall to eat at food culture.khai was laughing at me when we found seats and sat down,(she does this a whole lot) & we didnt realise there were two packet of TISSUE on the seats.

Woman: These seats are taken
Me:*looks around,sees packet of tissue*
Me: oooooorh!with the TISSUE packets?!

kay,actually i didnt mean to say TISSUE PACKET so deliberately,the situation was just too retarded for meto be rational.TSKTSKTSKTSK.& i thought this only happens in the absurd stories people circulate about Singaporeans. Seriously,if you want to reserve something,at least use something that is identifiable to yourself.& if the woman thinks its appropriate that she represents herself as a TISSUE PACKET,she needs professional help,period.

Went to visit grandmama after school today coz ive not visited for awhile and i wanted to play with my ingenius little cousin(who reminds me a lot of my cute toddler-self HAH! thus,i love her most!) My grandmama feeds and spoils me too much.I could see that she was really happy just cause i was there.This makes me sad and guilty at the same time that i dont visit her as often as i could or when she comes to our house i'm too occupied with doing my own things than entertaining her DD: gah,i am phailed grandaughter and my precious grandmama deserves better than this.really T_T. (when's the last time you visited your grandparents people.)

I know this stupid shizz education system is taking a toll on us all and a lot of people been having a really rough week DD: Some rougher than others but at the end of the day,we'll just have to pick ourselves again and say NEXT WEEK WILL BE HAPPIER! and if that doesnt work,you can always go watch THIS and laugh your worries away.works everytime!
KONTRRROL!

aja aja fighting!
PS! I CLAIM 옥택연. (not kidding)



TESCO! = wholesale heaven on earth. im not kidding.I swear now when i feel so sad that i feel like dying i will go to tesco at the other end of the causeway for retail therapy.I only just reached home (its 3:45 am now.) The amount of cheap things were amazingly tempting.EVEN MORE coz they sell most products by wholesale. so its like you get 100x the fun! My grandmama went on a bread spree? yes,bread.

Auntie:*whispers* the barguet is only 16cents (RM)
Grandmama: really? so cheap?
Auntie: Coz theyre closing i think...
Grandmama: *already running to bread counter*
and she came back with 3 bundles of bread.

I have a lot of things to say so im gonna list.

1. 2PM IS BACK BAAAABY~! again & again is an amazing song and the MV is much loved.Kim Junsu turned 19328301 x hotter.
   
2. I realised i didnt really talk about the 'RELIVE THE GWT' event; IT WAS FAWESOME. i miss my fangirls like maaaaad and mass spazzing sessions are always amazing!
   
3. oh!me,TAMANNA and DANIAL donated blood at school yesterday.It was rad,even more so coz they didnt reject me this time! >.<
4. My new male name is Hugh Rhys Meyers,Asyraf's most-updated girl name is Gwyneth. Syafiqah is Jake Heathcliff,Connie is Cornelius and Erfi is Trezelle Samantha Who. :D
5. MY OKTAECYEON IS FIERCEE!
   
6. Next week is house comm elections :/ (ahh,shizz it. ill just try my best!)
   
7. My itouch finally gave in to backlight-madness.Its all daark now and i cant see anything although i can hear songs. GEEZ DD:
8. wolverine is sexy,but im sure you people realised that by now.
9. KRIS ALLEN WAS FTW ON AI THIS WEEK & Randy's just being a 'dog' with all his 'pitch problem' comments. X_X. & can you people imagine hearing Adam's screaming on commercial radio? eww.
10. NEED.TO.CUT.HAIR.PERIOD!

my mind is STILL in a mess,and i have a feeling it wont be neater anytime soon.it's the constant and vicious flow of thoughts that flood my brain and refuse to be discarded.its okay though,despite my mind being in a shitty mess, I AM HAPPY DAMNIT.
왜 그런지 몰라~

oh yes. 나는 한국말 공부할 필요해 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ.



I felt like i was at my wits end a few hours ago.
you know when you feel so saturated you cant think properly but you do things anyways because you cant stop being in motion. the thing is whatever you do,it all goes wrong coz your not thinking. then you feel like crying coz everything's not going your way? then your chest feels heavy and your airway's getting narrower by the minute. not long after your shoulders ache because it feels like the invisible burden on your shoulders suddenly solidifies into rock-heavy weight. Then you throw a tantrum and expect everyone around you to tolerate it.
yeah.its the worse set of emotions to feel ever.
panic-anger-hopelessness-panic-anger-hopelessness.
& at the end of it all,you just feel TIRED.

but im fine now. Because of a short trip to the dry cleaners with Shubaa and a Slurpee(okay,it wasnt slurpee,it was sugar liquid which hadnt solidified) and listening to Epik High's Free Music on the way home.It's currently my favourite song.MYK and Tablo are genuises.
i do not kid.

The rap game is all show and lyrical descension
Pretension, obsession for physical possession
I'll pay for your CD but pay no attention
Ascension, I'll never lie to get it
Fake people piss me off like diuretic

listen and be amazed.(its in english so you have no excuse : D!)
Tablo & MYK -Free Music






i feel like listing.listing is theraupatic.Christoper Boone says so!

1. I have 0 motivation to even open Wuthering Heights or Taming of the Shrew right now.
2. Isnt it funny that i think Lit is the most fun and interesting subject but lit assignments are the ones i detest the most? X_X.
3. I watched The Legend of Chun-Li on the web today and fell asleep half way through. chun-li doesnt even look azn la.tsktsktsk.
4. KHAIRIAH and me went to watch Confessions of a shopaholic yesterday @ YISHUN during our break before pre u sem/band and went back to PASIR RIS after watching. we are crazy. but you like us anyways.PUAHAHAHAHAHA.
   
5. Hugh Dancy who plays Luke Brandon in Shopaholic is hot. i like him.
6. 2pm's idol show season ended.SO SAD T__T.
   
7. OH! i came late on friday and got my ezlink scanned. imma juvie!
   
8. The realization of the need to work doubly hard hasnt hit me yet.I wish it'd hit me now rather than hitting me on the face 2 weeks before mid-years. :/
9. RELIVE THE GWT! :DDD!
10. I really need a haircut but my mom keeps on saying my hair's too short to do anything & no matter how many times i say "MAMA,its not the length,its the QUANTITY!" she does not budge!

My mind is in an absoulte clutter.I can literally see my thoughts floating around my brain in bubble-speeches. i wish i could put some of the more irritating ones like 'DO YOUR PI' and 'READ LIT TEXTS' and 'GO BATHE!' into a box,seal them up and put them away on one corner in my brain and leave only the nice ones like 'GO DOWN AND EAT' and 'WATCH UNDERWORLD AGAIN LATER' and 'SLEEP'. that would be great.
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grr.just a quick one because im waiting for my downloads to finish in 9 mins.
Clearly the time management slides for chrystal today didnt affect me coz i havent even started econs yet -.-

APRIL FOOLS YESTERDAY WAS EPIC PHAIL. me and connie tried to do hidden camera by pretending that we were fighting and gossiping about each other to the others but PAAAHH! everytime we tried to fight verbally we'd giggle like loons.PHAIL!PHAIL!PHAIL! its okay! NEXT YEAR WATCH OUT KAAAY. but nizam believed us! YAY!

Yesterday was also house nomination day,and i eventually did try for house comm after weeks of being on the fence about it.I wanted to but didnt know if i can or am up to it but I guess i kinda realised i really want to do something fufilling in jc so i can, not say i spent 2 years merely mugging and since i love atlas and i like house-events,why not eh?ive got nothing to lose so why not try.At the very least i can say 'i tried?' so yeah,im just going to see how things goes and if i get it,why not & if i dont,i tried :) I feel happy that all 3 of us syaf the social butterfly and connie the loony(HAHAH.I MADE THAT UP) and me are attached to liming! yaaaaay!

Today was tiring as hell because i kept dozing of in everything.and thursdays are unbearably long! and erfi,ranice was sick and went home and nizam didnt come so it was like wuthering heights in school laaa.

AND WHO ELSE IS IN LOVE WITH KRIS IN AI?!
OH BTW!
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