i kinda hoped before i slept yesterday that by today i'll suddenly wake up with the 'everything will happen for a reason,so just be happy with what you get.'-mindset. but no,it still hasnt reached me yet.Hopefully it'll come by before tomorrow.

Anyways,we went to eat & go bowl today.for the first time,probably in my life,i did not enjoy the honey-chicken wings or the mutton chop at the east coast hawker centre.Probably it was because my stomach was not in proper order.It feels like the entire contents of what i ate was floating around instead of being digested.My brother's friends tagged along & they were hell of annoying.tsktsktsk. i dont think ill be able to sleep anytime soon coz of the bundle of nerves thats building in me.so im trying to occupy myself with things.i REALLY REALLY WISHED i had my global warning tour dvd or youngbae's hot tour dvd with me now.now,that can make my mind wander into much much happy places! but since its only released on the 15th D: i guess my GREAT concert dvd will have to do for now.

im waiting for shubaa to come online so we can discuss the future and then scare ourselves to sleep after that.kykyakya!

'everything's going to happen for a reason and i must be thankful and happy with whatever that i get'