In my opinion,you feel loneliest when your standing alone in your made up personal space in a crowded mrt listening to your ipod trying to be absorbed in your own world but your really actually perfectly aware of everybody else in the train around you.Like the couple PDA-ing the corner,the kinda hot dude two seats away,the foreign-coughs-talent speaking really loudly behind you.Nothing spells loneliness more than the sporadic,short distances between mrt stations. Maybe its just me,but its when im standing alone trying to listen to my ipod amidst all the buzz i think,' damn su,your pathetically alone.'

& then i start to make up things in my mind.Ridiculous ideas which should never be said outloud, ideas thats only for the mind to giggle at.(come on,you have these ideas too.) So,because I sometimes lose the ability to contain my thoughts and actions IN my mind,ill do something really embarrassingly stupid like ;'hit myself in the forehead' or 'giggle like a fangirl' or 'smile suddenly'.All this in a crowded mrt not realising people are actually observing me although it looks like theyre absorbed in THEIR own thoughts. and after all that, REALISATION HITS!
then i go 'ohshit fuck,did i just do that outloud?!'

T_T seriously su,you have to realise you freak people out sometimes. like now because your taking to yourself in third person in your blog.

ps! me,khai and afrah went to tampines today.friday is officially TAMPINES-FRIDAY.
(dont laugh.)
pps! Syafiqah told me that LTC's changed from Kota Tinggi to BOTTLETREEPARK.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
(laugh.)