Saturday, October 17, 2009
when the cold world suddenly feels strangely comfortable.
I wonder what a mid-life crisis feels like. When someone goes through a mid-life crisis do they feel constantly suffocated,a tight-sharp pain that tugs on their chest's?Like a hollow void in their souls? Like how Bella felt when Edward left her in New Moon?
or is it just something that plays on their minds mostly,like a warped mind game,constantly revolving around the question : IS THIS THE LIFE THAT I WANT? Maybe it doesnt reach the depths of their sould per se,maybe it just feels like an annoying itch that you cant reach? Maybe.
I really want to know what it feels like because I am almost certain that my appa is going through the second lapse of his mid-life crisis.Somehow,all his mid-life crisis solutions involve expensive motorcycles he doesnt need.Perhaps its the notion of "the wind in my hair as I drive off into the sunset in my harley" that makes him feel better about his lost youth(Uhuh. Cue the desert highway scene that leads to 'Las Vegas')

The problem is a) my dad doesnt have much hair and b) there are no desert highways.

Now I wonder,will I go through a mid-life crisis one day? and what I will do to cope with it. I hope its not by spending vast amounts of money on something insignificant like vehicles or things from IKEA. IF I do have to go through an age-related crisis -- I would go on a 73hour movie marathon with free flow of popcorn and Hugh Grant/Jackman/Dancy/Laurie. oooo! I might want to add Pitt and Reynolds to the mix too,just for fun. And OMG! you cannot forget Uncle Depp.
Oh Yes,In my opinion Uncle Depp will be the ultimate cure to a life crisis.

Signing off @ 1:08 AM