You know,I believe there is no coincidence,just fate - God giving fate. Like today, I was freely walking around thinking I would buy myself anything I felt like--without any care in the world and without thinking what buying things would do to my bank account.I walked around with a spring in my step,knowing that if I would buy myself an SD card if I saw one or a really pretty but useless thing just because I had my atm card in my wallet. Yeap, then I lost my wallet. JUST.LIKE.THAT. of course,panic ensued. Normally,one of the general office attendants would call and say "Hello,is this Suhaidah? Did you realise you lost your wallet?" But no. Not this time. Because I lost it amidst the evening crowd in Tampines (just one of Tampines' few vices) and whoever picked it up -- is 20 dollars richer,and now has 10% off Pastamania,Popular and Dorothy Perkins.

Bye bye my hideous momo bear wallet.

Thank god though,my parents are way cool about this.I guess my sad looking pityful face when i came back home helped. Double thanks that I didnt lose my iphone though.The last time that happened, i freaking mourned like when George O Malley died in Grey's Anatomy. (AND BELIEVE ME- THAT WAS A WHOLE LOTTA MOURNING.)

So anyways,enough of mourning. We accept and move on. I love that I always mourn when inanimate objects are lost or die but never seem to mourn properly when animate objects do. Is this too weird?

The past few days have been filled with : Dancing or what I try to do when i move my limbs and body. Ranice did the choreo so well but then I do it and everything just turns into comic relief,I swear. BUT IT IS OKAY. Because I am cool even if I am comic relief and its for Atlas! SO I WILL DO IT (with as much determination as Callie Torres had when she had her bitchfest in front of the Chief) More than being comic relief, dancing is kinda fun. I kinda like it.
(BUT THIS DOESNT MAKE ME TRYING TO DANCE LESS FUNNIER ): )

Also,the past PW-FREE days have been filled with Ugly Betty,Vampire Diaries,Grey's Anatomy (hence the references) and James Morrison's soulful voice. ( SO FREAKING BEAUTIFUL !) I swear, everything's way better these days. It's like the writers of american tv got a brain makeover. Ugly Betty is way better with Matt Hartley,Vampire Diaries is just effing WIN and Grey's Anatomy is just pure emotional crack(the best kind!) I've even been watching a lot of CSI on tv too. There are a lot of gems on tv right now. I love G's to Gents.fofucking'sho.

On the fangirl front, I am recently loving FT Triple,Lee Jaejin,BEAST (MINUS THE BIG BANG REJECT COZ I REALLY CANNOT LIKE HIM NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY), Joon Hyung from Beast,Doojoon and Lyn. I love Lyn's new mini album. Its win,really. Havent heard or watched any of 2pm's new stuff but I have no motivation to. Meh,I'll look when I feel like it.

Yay! This is the first time in a few days that I have been able to write an entire blog post.
I AM NOT BORING ANYMORE. HALLELUJAH.